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Post by Jupiter on Aug 22, 2023 14:50:50 GMT
The first step to a clean mind is to clean up the environment around you.  |
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 22, 2023 15:34:15 GMT
Sadly, you cannot eat your way out of depression
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 12, 2023 15:30:06 GMT
My mind is getting the better of me, so far today.
It's not the day that's bad, it's my mind that's keeping me in a bit of a sad or unhappy mood.
It's all in the mind.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 17, 2023 16:27:56 GMT
I feel like I've just fallen flat, as of late, emotionally that is, in that I'm just not enthused about anything right now, there's no spice in me at the moment.
I don't care about being popular anymore, don't care about social media, views, none of it matters to me right now, it all seems rather fake and useless to me right now.
Not sure why I'm feeling this way as of late.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 17, 2023 17:02:34 GMT
Right now I feel to relaxed and just don't care about anything..
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 2, 2023 2:48:14 GMT
Why should I even bother getting up anymore, out of bed, when I already know each day I'm going to lose.
What's the point in getting out of bed anymore?
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 25, 2023 4:06:32 GMT
Is it just me, or are people on this planet becoming more and more hostile towards one another?  Is it just me, or are people all over the planet just becoming more and more hostile towards one another? I think it's mainly those under the age of, say, 40, that are behind most of the crime, chaos and social mayhem. More and more people seem to be behaving like savages. Freedom in the west has unleashed the ugliest types of behavior in others. Sure, I love my freedom, but freedom is meant for good people, not monsters.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 30, 2023 8:39:02 GMT
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 3, 2023 3:16:10 GMT
It's amazing how one long shift of work can totally devastate your mood and moral How I feel now, and how I felt yesterday at this time, when 'off', and in party mode, is like heaven and hell, not even night and day, but heaven and hell. My up beat mood has just taken a dive after getting in from a long shift of driving/work. And to top it off, stupid me booked a flight on the 3rd day of these long shifts, so that I'll get home late, (terrible mood) and then a few hours later have to go to airport, park vehicle, check in, ect = stress..  It's been a long while since I've flown, and I should of given myself a day off to 'chill', and settle my nerves instead of going from a job I hate, sleep, and then the stress of traveling. But I was drunk, of course, when booked the flight. ------------------------------- You get older like me, you just get set in your ways, your routine, your environment. Sure, may not be grand, but it's that routine and your personal environment that makes you feel safe, especially when alone and don't have a support system. And that's it, is that I feel so very alone right now, that's the scary part I suppose, is feeling so alone as you, I, travel so many miles from my comfort zone, I'll just be out there, no one to comfort me, just out there in the big cruel world, around people with personality disorders, ect, all alone. Oh well, I guess I have no choice but to toughen up, or else, or else I'll have an emotional breakdown, cry out loud.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 3, 2023 3:21:53 GMT
Continued from above...⬆️⬆️⬆️
I think it's all in the mind, of course, attitude that is.
Cause when have a healthy mind, a healthy outlook, love in your life, a support system, than traveling is fun, millions do it...but for me it's not, cause not in the healthiest of spots right now.
I'm not rich, so this trip will take a lot out of me.
And I'm just to old to feel that suddenly life is going to get better, how can I feel that way when people are dying all around me now, people my peers age and even younger.
There is no bright spot for me anymore, or at the moment, is why I so dread the future now, so dread 'tomorrows'.
Oh well, we shall see.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 3, 2023 3:27:23 GMT
Is it possible for life to be fun and hopeful again?
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 30, 2024 17:04:07 GMT
Need to get up and out and go to the store, but I sure don't feel like it.
I feel dead right now, on the inside.
Not sure what to do about it.
I know everything is 'mental', we can make ourselves feel happy, sad, depressed, ect.
I mean what is reality?
The power of the mind is such that you can trick yourself into thinking things are good, when they really aren't...hey, whatever works.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 5, 2024 21:10:41 GMT
Not sure why I feel so defeated today.  Not sure why I feel so defeated today, I just do. |
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 5, 2024 21:19:07 GMT
Checked phone...nothing
1. Custimer service survey after paying my cable bill = text
2. Some missing person's alert from the local law department = text
Now it's time for me to check my tablet, it keeps giving off notification sounds.
One sec.
My film, or so called film advisor reached out 'How's it going, want to get together?'...
Not really, cause I just don't feel so happy right now, mood has taken a dive last few hours.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 5, 2024 21:21:13 GMT
I suppose I should check my email also, since checking stuff.
But what I don't like about emails, is sometimes people respond to your email a week after you sent it, and by then your mood and circumstance has totally changed.
I hate being pulled back days, or weeks, to a mood you're no longer in and to your own email that you can no longer relate to.
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