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Post by Jupiter on Apr 20, 2021 18:42:39 GMT
Are vegetable alive man? You know how you like cut a cucumber in half or any other fruit or vegetable, and put it in the fridge, then come back a few days later to possible eat it, toss it in a soup ect, but then notice the fruit or vegetable has 'healed itself'. Like how it will harden the exposed area of itself to protect the rest of itself, or edges will curl inward, the same way our bodies heal our own small wounds. Well today, while in Fridge, I notice a cucumber did the same thing and for some reason today, seeing that made me kind of sad. 1. The fact that fruit or vegetable still tries to heal itself, even days, weeks, after picked or plucked or harvested from the ground or tree or vine ect, the fact that produce still tries to heal itself tells me it knows it's alive. I mean the individual apple or cucumber may not have a brain, but it's as if all the cells within are working together as a team to save itself...and that kind of makes me sad. 2. I thought fruit, vegetables understood they're suppose to be eating, as a way of spreading their seeds around? So if they know this, why would they care if they live or die?. And if all produce is is nutrients, than I guess they don't ever really die, but rather get absorbed into animals or humans digestive system, the same nutrients in the plant simply cross over into our bodies, I guess...so nothing really dies...I guess. But that's only if you eat it raw, what if you steam cook it? Does the vegetable suffer like Lobsters do when you boil them? I know fruit and vegetables don't have nerve cells, but what about each individual cell that makes up the produce? (Why must I be troubled with this right now???) What am I to do, starve, cause I so feel sorry for vegetables now?? 
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 20, 2021 18:53:05 GMT
Are vegetable alive man? You know how you like cut a cucumber in half or any other fruit or vegetable, and put it in the fridge, then come back a few days later to possible eat it, toss it in a soup ect, but then notice the fruit or vegetable has 'healed itself'. Like how it will harden the exposed area of itself to protect the rest of itself, or edges will curl inward, the same way our bodies heal our own small wounds. Well today, while in Fridge, I notice a cucumber did the same thing and for some reason today, seeing that made me kind of sad. 1. The fact that fruit or vegetable still tries to heal itself, even days, weeks, after picked or plucked or harvested from the ground or tree or vine ect, the fact that produce still tries to heal itself tells me it knows it's alive. I mean the individual apple or cucumber may not have a brain, but it's as if all the cells within are working together as a team to save itself...and that kind of makes me sad. 2. I thought fruit, vegetables understood they're suppose to be eating, as a way of spreading their seeds around? So if they know this, why would they care if they live or die?. And if all produce is is nutrients, than I guess they don't ever really die, but rather get absorbed into animals or humans digestive system, the same nutrients in the plant simply cross over into our bodies, I guess...so nothing really dies...I guess. But that's only if you eat it raw, what if you steam cook it? Does the vegetable suffer like Lobsters do when you boil them? I know fruit and vegetables don't have nerve cells, but what about each individual cell that makes up the produce? (Why must I be troubled with this right now???) What am I to do, starve, cause I so feel sorry for vegetables now?? I think what makes fruits and vegetables more sad than being eaten is not being eaten and being allowed to rot. Fruits and vegetables want you to eat them, they really do, is why they taste good and all, sweet and so forth, if they did not want you to eat them they'd taste very bitter, and some fruits do, why? Cause some fruits only want on particular type of animal to eat them, I guess. What's bitter to you, may not be to a goat..  And maybe that plant species realizes that being digested by a goat, is more benefiscial than being digested by a human, cause maybe the goat will drop it's seeds high up in the mountain, where as a human will drop it's seeds down a toilet which ends up at sanitations facility. So don't feel bad, plants that make fruit distribute seeds through that fruit, you eat, than you p--p, and seeds end up in the earth, at least in the olden days. Heck if Jesus in the bible had no problem eating fish, than you should have no problem eating a carrot....now toughen up. |
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 23, 2021 21:22:06 GMT
In this world, those who put money before people, will burn in hell for a billion years, and I don't think, won't blame, others for not giving a dam about them, the same way they didn't give a dam about those around them while in the flesh and alive.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 28, 2021 1:33:39 GMT
Done with stuff for the day, place clean, now time to just 'be'  Done with stuff for the day, now it's time to just 'be'.. (The spacey 1970's mall music is really relaxing) And you know what, I wish I were in that mall right now, but only if abandoned, deserted, is how I pretty much live my life now anyhow. When at home I'm always healthy, never get 'sick', not even the sniffles, a cough or anything, it's only when yanked out of my place do to 'employment', where I'm just 'out there' and dealing with stress, people, eating foods I did not prepare, it's only then that the balance of my health always seems to get thrown off. I mean after a long 12 hour shift or so, or being up for 14 + hours during my work days, I never come home feeling better than when I left, never, I always come home feeling tired, emotionally and mentally drained, fluttered, sometimes grouchy and just other negative feelings. That right there is really telling, is why I cut way back on the number of days I work during the week, for my own health and preservation. Just this constant need to labor is meaningless to me, it really is. But of course not all jobs are the same, some jobs allow you to be creative, and workin in a office or studio or with a computor designing stuff, talking with other people, making friends ect, but my job doesn't allow for any of that, I just go and work alone, and the few I do encounter are either 'dull', or the encounter is so brief that nothing becomes of it. I'm going to need a change soon, I just seem to complacient to make that change, need a job, even if low paying, where I can just council people or something, even if it's a life coach type of gig, but 'Life Coach' certification costs around $2,500 dollars and can be done online. And you have up to 6 months to complete it, do I have that kind of self paced discipline? I just know I'm going to need a change soon, maybe could be a life coach and then suppliment income with some other cusher type job, I just know this labor stuff was old to me 5 years ago. I could maybe just string together a few cushy type jobs where I don't come home feeling so spent and like nothing. Anyways, the portait above is of myself years ago, yes I spazzed it up, it's called 'art'. If had the proper avenues years ago I would of learned to sell my art, but as usual, even back then, people just 'stare', but so few bother helping or giving advice. And with that, time to settle into the evening.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 28, 2021 5:14:23 GMT
Yes life is frustrating, trying to find like minded people as yourself, at least if me.
1. Craigslist = Every time you run add, either add deleted, or get response from undercover cops who think they're clever or criminals!!!...but never just normal people.
2. If want to run add on Zip recruiter or other legit employment site, must have business name and registry.
I mean where do you just meet normal, balanced creative people these days???
Social media?...are you kidding me?...nothing but bots and spies and lies.
Seems outside of 'school' as in College or University, it's hard to just meet normal people with positive aims in life.
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Post by Jupiter on May 1, 2021 16:42:23 GMT
Not good to experiment with anything right before going to work
It's not good or wise to experiment with anything, right before going to work, particulalry food.
For if you try something new, and it upsets your stomach right before or during work, 'hell' will seem like a friendlier place.
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Post by Jupiter on May 1, 2021 17:02:53 GMT
Whatever happened to 'Parties?' When I was a kid, my parents would throw like social parties for their peers, people they worked around ect, as a way of socializing, and so did many parents of my generation, but now, it least on my current social level, parties seem non existent anymore. Even when younger, at least once a year you'd get invited to a party or gathering, something, anything, but now...never. I wonder if I should throw a 'party', like days of old, nothing wild, but like just invite people, maybe 20, and see who shows up. Parties were a big thing back in the 70's and 80's and even 90's, but now, unless apart of the wealthy to do class, it seems common working class types just aren't into house parties anymore, I wonder why? 
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Post by Jupiter on May 8, 2021 15:11:40 GMT
Off today Off today after a mentally exhausting last shift of work, but when finally off, after waking up, just kind of in a stupor. I wait so long to get off, than when do finally get a few days off, the first hours after waking up, just kind of in a stupor, sit on edge of 'bed' and just write down thoughts to see what direction my mind wants to go. It's different if you have pets around you, or family around you, cause they always give you 'purpose' all the time, but when alone, it's different. When alone, it's 'silent' until you give yourself purpose for the day. Clean?, create art?, read a book?, order something?, go outside and just drive around, find a park to explore?, watch media?..(in the past I'd say 'watch TV', but what's TV now days?) No one sits still long enough to watch TV anymore, unless over the age of 60. This is why I usually have to create a 'to do list', and randomly pick what to do, cause it's the only way I'll start doing anything, if not I'll just end up sitting, laying, in bed all day. 
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Post by Jupiter on May 9, 2021 21:05:59 GMT
Some people can't help but flirt with danger 
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Post by Jupiter on May 9, 2021 21:15:54 GMT
Sitting on my butt today, just not motivated to do anything  Sitting on my butt today and just not motivated to do anything. Paid and signed up for a online class, and to lazy to even 'sign in' now, what is my problem??
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Post by Jupiter on May 21, 2021 6:14:33 GMT
Made the text size in here larger so eyes don't have to strain so much.
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Post by Jupiter on May 25, 2021 18:38:06 GMT
Totally wasting time today, also just heard on the radio that that musical group 'The Monkeys' are having a farewell tour, or you kidding me??, I thought that group has been gone.
I think it's more like 'We're old, we've spent all our money, so at age 80 we'll come back and perform, again, to make another quick buck'.
I mean come on, these bands from the 1960's have no reason to be doing farewell tours, just simply call it a 'We need money tour'.
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Post by Jupiter on May 25, 2021 18:42:32 GMT
Totally wasting time today, also just heard on the radio that that musical group 'The Monkeys' are having a farewell tour, or you kidding me??, I thought that group has been gone. I think it's more like 'We're old, we've spent all our money, so at age 80 we'll come back and perform, again, to make another quick buck'. I mean come on, these bands from the 1960's have no reason to be doing farewell tours, just simply call it a 'We need money tour'. The Monkeys have always seemed like a overrated band to me, I think they've only got one song I ever really liked and that is 'Sleep on dreamy sleeper'?, or something like that... This song I really do like and enjoy, by the Monkey's. |
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Post by Jupiter on May 27, 2021 15:53:28 GMT
A/C keeps malfunctioning, but you know what, not going to play that game this soon to be here hot summer, so instead going to buy one of those single room mini a/c's, that should solve the problem and save a ton on electric bill.
Then again, after just reading some reviews on ductless a/c units, more confused now than before.
Odd how some customers just fine with a product, then always get that one or two customer review where they're miserable with product, makes you wonder if the product or just them??
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 2, 2021 12:48:59 GMT
Higher rent prices help destroy dreams
higher rent prices help to destroy dreams, cause with prices going up, many have to work longer hours or get second job, both of which require health and energy, and if all one is doing is expanding energy simply to pay rent and basic bills, it tends to kill the creative spirit inside, thus dreams are pushed to the back.
And a life where you're living just to pay bills will quickly destroy your spirit, and one will become 'grey' like most others are, very low IQ and grey.
It's why I refuse to play that game, I need my energy and health more than I do a higher income, which I cannot earn unless I spend more energy.
I just can't do it anymore and refuse to play that game.
I'm healthy now cause I've taken steps for that to happen by working less, not more, regardless of inflation or rent or ect.
I refuse to play that game of feeling I have to kill my body daily, 5-6 days a week, just to make ends meet.
In the past I thought that's what 'we're all suppose to do', but then got wise and saw hell no it's not what we're suppose to do.
Yes, I could have more money coming in, take a more back breaking job, or get another job, but then a part of me would die or fade, and life isn't worth living to me if your inner spirit isn't alive and well.
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