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Post by Jupiter on Jan 4, 2023 16:11:07 GMT
It's Wednesday, I'm off, been off since Friday night, and even though got bored at times, I still prefer being bored, and off work, than on work and miserable.
The job I work is bland and boring, and there is zero social interaction, it just drains my soul and energy...but I stick around do to the liberal time off do to most jobs.
Anyways, last day off, and really failed to accomplish anything.
However, I did make one major change to life, and that is I cancelled doing a pre-recorded on air show that has pretty much dominated all my spare time for the last 4-5 months, so that's one major change I did make.
Now I can relax my mind a bit until I figure out the next thing I can fail at and try.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 4, 2023 16:53:51 GMT
Need to get groomed, get dressed, and head out to the store, stores, maybe the bank, gross to all of it, and worse yet gotta call the DMC or driver license car plate place...on the phone, on hold, show up in person, sit and wait, gross.
I really need some joy right now, not sure where to find it.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 11, 2023 17:22:25 GMT
I hate turning my phone on and hearing all the 'beeps' of texts, ect that phone sounds off.
It's like ugly noise to me.
My phone, all incoming communications are ugly noise to me.
It's been years since I actually anticipated incoming calls.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 18, 2023 19:48:37 GMT
Despite having drank a lot of beer the previous 2 days, my mood and moral are holding up better than normally would, maybe cause I'm in shape.
Getting drunk has a worse effect on you when you're out of shape, I've learned.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 1, 2023 23:04:06 GMT
What a weird feeling day
I mean I didn't do much of anything, but boy how I went through the full gauntlet of mental and physical health today, it seems.
As an adult, even if, when, you just want to give up, you cannot, cause there's no one to catch you accept the streets, unless lucky enough to be surrounded by others who see value in you.
But look how many people who are homeless out there, whom no one saw any value in, is why they're homeless, no one caught them other than the streets.
And being homeless is no cake walk, that's for sure, being homeless can be, or is more stressful than just trying to hang on.
I was homeless once, but I had my wits about me, so it wasn't so bad..even though homeless, I still worked part time job or jobs....and lived in a van, so I wasn't like just live on the street type of homeless.
If anything I had fun, I was still young enough to see it as a adventure, and boy did I have some, some of the best most memorable times in my life was during my short homeless stint, which at times just seemed like one long party I just needed to get out of my system before being back swalled up by the 9-5 system.
Anyways, the offspring of rich wealthy people knew how well they have it.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 9, 2023 1:58:09 GMT
 When you drink, or get wild, and party, whether with others, or by yourself, and then go to work the following day, and then get home, the evening seems so 'still', especially when have to work the next day. I need to stop drinking, period, and I'm lucky my health is in as good shape as it is. If I didn't drink, do to loneliness at times, I'd be even healthier. I need to work on that. And when lonely, or feeling alone, the better health I'm in, it just makes me feel even more lonely. When drinking or drunk, I don't have time to feel lonely, cause I"m to busy being silly, either with others or myself. |
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 15, 2023 15:13:39 GMT
Boring Wednesday  Time to get up and dressed and go do some food shopping, which I dread doing, I always spend more than I plan to. But have to work tomorrow, so if don't do now, won't be able to later. I dreamed I was like resting in the sand, very warm beach like sand, but it wasn't the beach, it was outside the entrance to some industrial facility, but was laying there in the sand so content. The weather was perfect. I think the mind just transplanted how I felt in bed, into the sand. But in the dream I did get up when like a few large semi trucks arrived. Anyways, I wish life were a constant dream, but it's not, and I need to go shopping.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 12, 2023 16:42:34 GMT
My Wednesday  It's Wednesday and I'm a cognitive mess on the inside. Just wasting time, and not motivated to do a thing. Missed out on a mandatory safety meeting yesterday that I just wasn't aware of. Lost all my keys last week. I'm just a mess right now on the inside, and I'm drinking more beer again. I'm a mess, and need something to snap me out of it. All that aside, it's Wednesday and I'm still here, for now. It's up to me to make things better.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 12, 2023 17:32:18 GMT
About to call 'Legal Zoom' . com and dissolve two LLC's I got about a year ago.
I just never did anything with them, no one in my circle seemed interested in helping me achieve anything.
I don't really have a circle, and I need to realize that.
If i had died a decade ago, no one would even know or care.
But one person that does notice you, when you have a LLC, is the Government, always wanting income records for the sake of taxes.
So, since not using these LLC's, it's just better for me to go ahead and dissolve them.
I've have failed to be what I wanted to in this world, cause I just don't have a solid team of friends or anyone around me.
You can't do it alone.
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Post by Jupiter on May 17, 2023 13:43:16 GMT
getting up out of bed, even on my day off, as if I'm going to make something good or better happen for self 'today', just seems futile to me at times.
It's like I get up, out of bed, get dressed, knowing I'm going to 'lose' today, regardless, and simply have a smiley face while losing.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 7, 2023 12:06:37 GMT
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, and I think I'm off today, good. I wish I could be off for the rest of my life. I think income and working a job are a complete and total waste of life on earth. I mean low wage jobs benefit who? If always broke, or near broke, while working full time, than what's the point?...to make some uppity conservative radio host feel good? Bunk that, work, this system of labor and wage, is the biggest scam ever. Now if you're stupid, you'll automatically think that I prefer communism, only a brainwashed dork would think that. News Flash, I don't have any use for either European based system. Good day, it's Wednesday and I'm still here, whether the world wants me to be or not.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 7, 2023 12:07:45 GMT
It's Wednesday It's Wednesday, and I think I'm off today, good. I wish I could be off for the rest of my life. I think income and working a job are a complete and total waste of life on earth. I mean low wage jobs benefit who? If always broke, or near broke, while working full time, than what's the point?...to make some uppity conservative radio host feel good? Bunk that, work, this system of labor and wage, is the biggest scam ever. Now if you're stupid, you'll automatically think that I prefer communism, only a brainwashed dork would think that. News Flash, I don't have any use for either European based system. Good day, it's Wednesday and I'm still here, whether the world wants me to be or not.  |
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 14, 2023 14:45:16 GMT
It's Wednesday I sure hope I was off today, cause well, if not, I'm tardy. That aside, it's Wednesday, nothing new, I'm older than I was last week. About to take the trash out, and then what? I need a new plan in life, one that doesn't cost a lot of money. I hate bugs that bug you, I'm not sure I could survive in the outdoors with so many bugs flying and crawling around. Bugs that bug you are very annoying. Anyways, to see full video of gif above, you can watch the rest of it on YouTube Assuming bots and advertisers aren't the only one reading this. The lust for money makes people soulless, in my opinion. Anyways, it's wacky Wednesday...later and out.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 21, 2023 23:17:21 GMT
People seem to like this YT review
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 6, 2023 1:48:14 GMT
One of the most meaningless, worst, 5 days off in a row I've ever had.
I really do need to rethink things, and how and why life, or could it, matter to me going forward in my latter years.
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