|
|
Post by Jupiter on Jan 9, 2022 13:56:38 GMT
It's Sunday  It's Sunday.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Jan 9, 2022 14:04:16 GMT
It's Sunday, I think I'll start the day by doing some cleaning  Yep, it's Sunday, I think I'll start the day off by cleaning, optics do matter to one's own mind. My place will be clean, but it will change nothing about my immediate circumstances. Having a clean place my give me a short-term moral boost, but that's it. But I guess life is about short-term moral boosts, string enough short-term moral boosts together and you have a happier life, I guess. Think of the people who were broke last week, and this week, thanks to the powerball lottery, are now the closet things one can come to being 'god like', here on Earth, and that is to have wealth. For with health, people bow to you, will do your will, your bidding, will worship you in a way, isn't that what 'god' wants, is to be worshipped? Well if you have tons of money down here on Earth, that's what you get, is others worshipping you in hopes of you paying them off with something. But if broke, have no money, people kick you instead.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Jan 9, 2022 18:12:46 GMT
My mood just kind of took a dive, probably more so do to the fact that I drank yesterday, but that aside, other things of the day have helped steer my mood, and that is just agitating stuff, internet stuff, even freagin wasps always trying to invade your porch, so that can't even step outside onto porch without wondering if there's a wasp nest somewhere.
They have all of nature yet chose to invade human structures.
Also, just how invasive online photo apps are, starts making you wonder who sees your private stuff.
It's just all so corrupt and dirty, all of it, big tech, politicians, and just about every other industry.
Reading a John Beohner book, former speaker of the house, and he really lays out how deep and steep D.C. is layered in bureaucracy BS.
Trump never really had a chance, no wonder he was driven out of there, not by 'the people', but by special interests. D.C. is a money train, and any politicians, left or right, who disrupts that will be targeted for expulsion.
And then, now where I've lived for a long time, is now a popular place for out of state folks to move to, and with that comes higher rent, less affordable housing, which makes life way harder for normal 9-5 types, who always get displaced when tech types, business types, move in.
I wish they'd all stay away.
I'm in a Red State, there is no place for me to flee to.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Jan 23, 2022 13:46:07 GMT
It's Sunday, gross. Sunday has just been a forever tainted day of the week to me, even though I don't currently have to work on Monday, just years and years of having to work or go back to school on Sunday has just forever tainted that day of the week for me. Or even the whole 'church' thing. when I think of Sunday, I think of old relic looking wooden churches where people sign old hymns from the 1800's, when slaves still roamed these lands, how depressing.  This image just seems so depressing to me, how everyone seated in one direction, and brainwashed to listen to one 'man'. Hey, whatever works, for some, it's a place and a scene of joy. whatever works, but do no so much bigotry has come from whatever in years past. Oh well, it's Sunday, let's see what fate has instore today. |
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Feb 13, 2022 12:59:00 GMT
It's drabby Sunday
It's drabby Sunday, what else can I say, I mean even when don't have to work on Sunday, it still feels drabby.
And the idea of church makes it seem even more drabby and wooden, stale and full of cobwebs to me.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Apr 3, 2022 20:52:53 GMT
Everythings so gd impersonal these days, stupid azz business won't even pick up phones now and instead put you through gauntlet of stupid questions, none of which address your question...so then have to get up and out just to go to store to see if they have the service you need.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Apr 17, 2022 16:49:13 GMT
 this midget represents the world to me, and how the world is always messing with me, trying to get over on me. |
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Apr 17, 2022 17:56:34 GMT
From thug to hugs, Tiny Tims adventure
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Apr 24, 2022 13:23:23 GMT
It's Sunday Who knows who much time I have left in this world. Mornings are like this, or I should say early mornings in bed. You wake up or lay there feeling you have a million years left to live, or you lay there, in pain, or discomfort, wondering if you'll even make it through the day, let a lone week. I sometimes imagine what if everyone had a little red button next to them, that they could press, when they've just had enough. Like an evaporator button.  A red button that when pressed, you'd just evaporate and move on. I mean why the long out dirty mess of a slow motion death? Not everyone is loved, not everyone has family around them, not everyone has money to sustain a decent life when sick or ill, and for those who don't have any of that, it's just a slow motion, humiliating degrading ride to the bottom. Imagine if Joe Biden, the President, was just a regular fella, a plumber or a Janitor, with no medical insurance. Most, like him, just end up on the streets and perish. Well, I'm not quite there yet, but can see it coming. Health is such a day to day, week to week thing, and just saying, in the mornings, when body is stiff and all, it's like a reality check. It's like your body is saying 'we're trying our best pal, but sooner or later our best won't do'. That sounds kind of sad, but it's reality. Is why I so hate scammers, banks, greedy people, the whole system, which is designed to suck all your resources from you instead of allowing you to save your resources for when you really need them. Oh well, it's Sunday, let's see where my mind, others, and circumstances take me today.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on May 1, 2022 13:48:51 GMT
This Sunday I'm going to get up and out and go have, create, a adventure.
Go try to sell some stuff, maybe give some stuff away for free, main intent of today will be to keep life moving forward.
Get rid of old clutter, then can maybe think about getting new clutter.
Like most, I always fantasized about one day moving into a very large house or Mansion, and then having room for all my clutter, and never having to toss anything out...wrong.
Instead, like most others, find self paying more and more in rent, and looking for an escape route, and clutter simply bogs that process down.
It's easier, mentally, to get up and leave from a place if not bogged down with clutter, useless clutter from the past.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on May 1, 2022 13:50:29 GMT
continued from above...
And I can't keep waiting around for another to motivate me, no one is ever going to motivate me, I think my fate is just to be a loner forever...but that being said I still have 'self' to worry about, and within 'self', there seems to be many.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on May 1, 2022 23:16:51 GMT
Wore out, did a lot today Wore out, did a lot today, starting with flea market, which is a workout in and of itself.  It's a workout cause of all the prepping you have to do. Load stuff in truck, van or vehicle, drive there, pay for booth, set up tables, or table, or ect, then set stuff out on tables, which can take a while depending on what you're selling. Then after standing and talking to people for an hour or hours, then have to pack everything back up, drive back home, put stuff back either in your apartment, house or storage. and if live upstairs, that much more straining, so by the time your done it's as if you ran a marathon. Well I did that today and more, then came home and went back out cause bought something from a person on Craigslist. And now I feel it all catching up with me, so will take a quick nap here to restore thy body and mind. Although my mind isn't tired, but can tell the body is. Actually I feel very full of energy cause been taking herbal tea and other stuff, but again, just cause I have energy, doesn't mean body doesn't need rest. Have to be able to read you body in order to not over do it.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on May 16, 2022 1:56:45 GMT
this has got to be one of the most lame, wasteful Sundays I've had in a long time  But in fairness, I wasn't feeling so well, so ye, in fairness, of course I'm not going to be gung ho in much when not feeling so well. I think I ate some bad food last week while out and about. Food seems to be the main way bad pathogens and bacteria enter our bodies.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on May 22, 2022 12:37:06 GMT
It's Sunday!  It's Sunday!, I think? Yes, it's Sunday. Most of us will be made into Sunday's, cause most of us are sweet souled individuals living in a terribly sour world. That aside, the pain issues I thought I'd overcome seem to have come back, as in back with a vengance. It's like 'evil' (using as a metaphorical term) wasn't happy seeing me happy, so it's like 'evil' doubled down. 'We can't have you feeling good, no way, nope, so we're going to double down', says evil. I think it's muscular parasites or something, that's causing the left side of my arm muscles to ache, cause I see bit marks. Took herbal tea, that worked at first, and other stuff worked, but now, seems it doesn't. Next step doctor? I never go to the doctor, that would be a rare thing for me to do. Doctors just seem dumb to me, cause they don't listen, you have to do like 95% of the research ahead of time for them, and even then they're so trained to be 'book', and procedural, that it can be a lost cause, and lots of wasted money with most doctors. Doctors are just arrogant to me, they're not humble, and is why many of them don't listen, which simply cost you, the visitor, wasted money. Then by the time you've spent 500 dollars, then, and finally do they realize you were right and that basically their only use to you is to prescribe you medication. I don't know, we'll see, but for now it's Sunday, and life is eating me.
|
|
|
|
Post by Jupiter on Jun 19, 2022 23:56:44 GMT
It's Sunday  When you realize you cannot win, then what? I cannot defeat this world, people way stronger than I, with way more means than I, who are loved way more than I, if they cannot defeat this world than what chance do I have? How does one come to terms with that? Most of us are simply trying to be optimistic while on the conveyer belt of doom. Lions in the jungle, look at them, how mighty they are in their prime, but then look at them in their decline. It's kind of sad to watch and observe on nature shows.  Yet I'm nothing compared to a lion in nature, God almighty himself probably honors lions in nature way more than my sorry butt. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Bottom line, I'm small, I'm nothing and like most I pretend to not be scared of that fact and reality. Hello, it's Sunday.
|
|
