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Post by Jupiter on Oct 29, 2023 15:18:18 GMT
It's Sunday (My Saturday)Who needs Halloween, when every day life is scary to most of us. And who needs invented monsters, when if live close to, or in and around urban types, you see monsters walking the streets and victimizing people daily, or at least in the news headlines. Think of all the criminals, that have yet to be caught, just roaming the streets right now, killers and more, whom have escaped the law...gross, why were such monsters even born? I have split views on the whole abortion debate....depends on the community, I suppose. Anyways (and yes I said that) Conservatives what everyone to be born, yet once born, then they're for the death penalty...huh? Anyways. It's Sunday, I'm a mess, just coming off of 3 long shifts. Seems I feel worse coming off work than I do when I drink. I gotta make some major decisions this year, decisions that will change the trajectory of my life, hopefully in a better way. But in the end, we're all doomed, regardless the decisions we make, in the end, rot, wear and tear, and destruction will catch us all.
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 24, 2023 16:44:34 GMT
In my own prison, mental prisonIn my own mental prison today, have been for a while actually.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 21, 2024 14:53:00 GMT
It's Sunday, I think, I sure hope soIt's Sunday, and I feel 'OK', have felt worse before, for sure. I'll get started on new 'to do list'...cause the one from yesterday got way out of control. It's good to create a new 'to do list' daily as to not get burned out...it's all phycological, heck life is a phycological battle. Some people have it easy, others never will, but those with love in their life have it easier, regardless of what they're going through. And if have love in your life, feel loved, are loved, and have money as well, than you're doing mighty fine.Me, and others, have neither...we just get by, some how we just get by. Anyways, it's Sunday, time to get up and scurry about and get eaten up by yet another day or corrosive time.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 7, 2024 15:21:31 GMT
It's Sunday, and I feel like crapIt's Sunday, and I feel morally like crap. Devastating day yesterday, and still not recovered, healed, not till tomorrow.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 7, 2024 21:42:42 GMT
Lost bill fold, so don't have no money, access to money, so can't really do anything until tomorrow morning, and hopefully slowly begin to restore my life.
Until then, hmm...create a new 'to do list' for the rest of the day.
I feel like drinking some beer, but can't even do that, so instead I end up snacking on stuff all day long.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 15, 2024 3:24:03 GMT
How's my day going? It'll be mid-nigt soon, so day's almost over, but how did it go?
OK, I guess, from a 1-10, 10 being the best, I'd rate today's experience a 6.1 Slept in late, finally got up, dressed, went for a drive, walked, grocery shopped, came back in and then had a few beers (darn) And when came back, my parking spot was filled. When I got back is when the day started deteriorating for me...beer drowsiness set in, and my mood was hostage to that from then on out.
Also, I'm enrolled in a film school now, a accelerated one...I paid a hefty price for it, and so now I have a lot of learning and other tasks to do that will be totally new to me over the next few months, as my lease expires.
One day at a time. I still hate the people in the area I live, no connection to them at all. It's still a dangerous area, and I have newer vehicle now so always paranoid some punks are going to mess with the vehicle. Can't really own nice stuff around ghetto minded people.
And since parking spot taken when I returned from store, parked nicer newer car in utility spot, which I really shouldn't have (but it's Sunday so management isn't here). That means I got to get dressed again and go back out to the most dangerous spot in the hood, and that's apartment parking lots at night. That's where people get shot, robbed, ambushed, ect.
Apartment parking lots are the most dangerous place to dwell at night, at least in hoodish areas. Anyways, I can no longer keep up with my own 'to do list', it like swells to like 30+ things to do in less than an hour.
And drinking beer for sure hampers my productivity....I'm going to have to get a handle on that, for sure, if I want to succeed over the next few months.
Poor poor me, will I ever get my life in order? I'm older now and doing things I should have done 20 years ago.
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Post by Jupiter on May 5, 2024 15:11:58 GMT
I need to get up and out and go do something, anything, before I lose my mind.
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