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Post by Jupiter on Sept 18, 2015 21:43:34 GMT
Notice how
Notice how whenever you're in store, and want to conversate with attractive cashier, that there's always some fat, chubby, cow looking male or female behind you in line rushing you along...
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 25, 2015 22:20:46 GMT
If a supposed friend only calls you to talk about their issues and problems, but is never interested in hearing how your day went, or your issues?, what are they?
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 26, 2015 16:40:55 GMT
If the Pope can get someone like me to pay attention to God and salvation, after ignoring and rebelling against for years...hmm, interesting..
What a man...now I've become a sort of fan of the Pope...sort of...
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 28, 2015 0:44:05 GMT
Why do some guys like to proclaim they're not 'gay', yet like to talk on the phone with other guys for hours, like they are.
Are maybe they're just needy.
I don't like chatting on the phone, it's annoying to me, a waste of time.
Just say what you have to say and hang up, is the way I prefer it.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 30, 2015 1:14:13 GMT
How many times does God try to save you from yourself?
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 30, 2015 19:48:35 GMT
Some truths about societal life in general1. Most things are a façade, fake, not true. 2. Only about 1 in 100,000 people have the personalities and drive to make a difference in this world or their community. a. Only about 1 in 300,000 people are actually in or born into an environment where they can make a difference. b. Only about 1 in 1,000,000 people born, actually do change society through innovation, politics or other. The rest are kind of like dust blowing in the wind, and the wind is those people who control policy, banking and nations. 3. Working hard gets you know where, unless pay reflects your hard work. You can work hard for $9.00 an hour and get know where, and not be promoted or noticed, ever. It's high salaries that propel people ahead, not hard work....there's a big difference there. 4. If you are an extraordinary person existing in a ordinary environment, people will scoff you. But if you're a ordinary person existing in an extraordinary environment, people will elevate you. 5. Once you graduate high school, and or college, no one really wants you to succeed, cause sadly many see your success as their demise. I have more but will stop there. Life is really a joke, and people are small. No one is honest, no one tells the truth. And there's many variables, to many to cover in one post. Knowing the wickedness of man throughout the ages, just not sure what there is to love about 'us'. Jesus, his resurrection, life after death, made total sense when I was younger, but the older I get, the more it really does take 'faith' for me to believe in all that. Just can't imagine all the ancient civilizations that never ever even heard of 'Jesus' all being condemned to hell....that makes no logical sense.  Incas and other Pyramid building nations of South America, native Americans, and others, Ancient Asian cultures where the Jewish gospel of Christ never reached, all these people lived and loved, and carried on, yet they're doomed instantly to 'hell' after death cause they didn't admit their sins to a man god they never even knew existed?? Then when the 'man god' was introduced, it was always followed by brutal colonialization, where native populations were slaughtered, enslaved ect.  'In the name of Jesus, we conquer you, and instead of helping you, in the name of Jesus we make you our slaves, and treat you like donkey's, all in the name of sweet Jesus, your Savior'...Why would a god of love bring that? Why would the people who claimed to represent him bring all of that? Makes no sense.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 3, 2015 1:40:07 GMT
I've always yearned for friends, like I had in the past, like while in high school.
But over the years I've gotten use to really not having 'close' friends, just loose aquaintances.
Well I'm sort of starting to build a 'friend base' again, very slowly, but one thing I forgot is how stressful friend relationships can be.
It's like managing personalities, like in high school or college, or even the military, you can be friends with like 8 different people, and each can have totally different personalities, each with their own unique emotional need or needs.
Some of your friends could never get a long with other of your friends, and if they all met would probably fight.
It's weird how that is.
In high school or college, no big deal, but as adult, with job and responsibilities, managing personalities can be stressful at times, especially when some people are 'needy'.
I've gotten use to living a loner life, it's comforting at times, and hardly nothing goes wrong.
I've noticed the less people you have around you, the less drama, the less things go wrong, but as soon as you start allowing people into your inner circle of existence, some bring their own personal issues with them, and issues always involve other people that you don't know or like who might not fit your 'standards'.
I've learned this about people.
1. Most are evil wicked and lie if they don't get their way or if you upset them.
As such I've learned to be very careful about whom I allow into my life.
Not all people have the same sense of right and wrong.
To many, there is no sense of wrong, many lack a conscious and will do, say, whatever to get their way.
As such you always take a chance whenever you invite someone into your life, and or the people they sometimes drag along with them.
It's always a gamble.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 3, 2015 1:58:44 GMT
How to distinguish a friend from a burden
1. When a friend calls, they ask you how you're doing first, and allow you to answer.
When a burden calls, it's all about them, the whole conversation is about them, their life, their problems, their issues, and when you talk about yours they're totally not interested or have no response.
Actually I don't need to go on, that basically sums it up.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 3, 2015 2:28:15 GMT
I feel like I had the chance to distinquish myself tonight and didn't do to poor choice of clothing.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 21, 2015 22:17:06 GMT
Say what you want about rap music, but more and more TV shows are becoming extremely visually violent
Seems more and more when I turn TV channels get gunshots or stabbings, or someone getting punched in the face, shot, explosions, and more.
TV, made for TV movies, or movies on TV are just violent.
Rap lyrics can be violent and vile, but you don't see it.
But on TV, they over kill on violent scenes, people getting punched, stabbed, shot, bloodied up, and now it's OK to even show women getting all bloodied up and kicked, stabbed ect.
It's gross actually, but seems to be OK, by same crowd that would never allow rap music in home.
Rap music is usually about urban blacks brutalizing one another...
Where as
TV violence seems to always depict 'whites' kicking the crap out of or shooting each other up, or monsters tearing into the flesh of white women.
It's all sick regardless of which culture or gender or color is doing the violence.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 27, 2015 10:28:07 GMT
Starting to feel sorry for cops now
Seems every time a officer does their job now, tries to keep the peace, there's always someone there with a cell phone camera to record it, send it into the media, and then judge officer based on the nature of his, their, job.
As people, this new generation, becomes more unruly, not sure what people expect the cops to do anymore, and then when they show up, to frame them in very negative light for handling a situation the way most of us couldn't.
Than don't call the police if and when they show up you then turn around and demonize them!
I'm sure cops have better things than to handle all of our situations.
But if you do decide to call the cops, let them do their job.
Don't make them both the hero and villain at the same time or at same event.
Me, myself, I hope they continue doing their job and keeping order.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 1, 2015 23:25:33 GMT
Someone took me to a Hooters and I was totally not impressed with place or atmoshpere
Had I known they wanted to go there I would of declined, but it was like find out as you go.
I was totally not impressed with the place or environment inside, I really just could not see what the big deal was.
I don't like fake environments like that, nor do I like being catered to by people who really don't want to, but have to, do to job description.
I don't like going to Resturants where waiters and servers work.
I hate going out period, cause in one way shape or form you're always demeaned.
I can buy and cook my own food without demeaning myself.
But this person wanted to go, and paid for meal, and enjoyed it, but I did not, and could not for the life of me see what they were enjoying about the place.
The servers who worked there just all seemed fake and plastic to me, I don't like fake plastic people who pretend, nor do I want them serving me anything, ever.
I don't get my status from, or self worth from, others pretending to enjoy serving me.
I'm about reality, if you don't like me than don't come near me, it's that simple.
Whenever you place your self worth and value in the hands of others, you'll get crushed each and every time.
No one was rude or anything, but the eyes are very telling.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 8, 2015 14:22:24 GMT
 It's Sunday, the day before hell week. When younger most, as myself, were just taught that 'Things will always get better'. And just always felt some God, you never met, was automatically on your side, wanted to see you do well, would make sure you did well. Maybe for some, that's true, and they continue to ride that train, like James Winston, the former FSU QB turned pro and now QB for the Bucks. Some really do seem to float through life, regardless of character or belief system, others, well. I think I fall into that 'others' category, where you get to a point and realize that maybe things won't ever work out right, and that no matter what you do life will always be a struggle, and decisions are based more on 'bad or more bad'. Prosperity so depends on whom your around, whom you know, who can help elevate you, but trying to be prosperous in a vacuum can be difficult. I don't see nothing prosperous about tomorrow, and people who just say 'Hey, I'm just happy to wake up', must be those who are conditioned to dwell on the bottom of life's potential. Also, I'm not inspired by others in the media anymore, and really have no one around me close to be inspired by. I realize most could give a F about you or your existence, unless exchanging money with them or doing them a favor, but outside of that, most see no more value in you or others than that of an insect, an insect in their way. Whatever I decide tomorrow, either way my labor will be exploited, my potential ignored, and my time and energy spent. |
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 9, 2015 13:32:15 GMT
One of the reasons for a lot of tension in my life lately is cause I've been trying to move both forward and backwards at the same time.
Can't move forward unless first let go of that which is behind you, be it relationship, career, or other.
Trying to go both forward and backwards at the same time creates a lot of tension.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 17, 2015 3:04:21 GMT
KayakingWent Kayaking earlier.  Not sure if I was trying to kill self or not, way out their in middle of inlet or sound, facing channel waves, in a little puny sized plastic kayak. A part of me wanted a shark, or a pod of dolphins are even a alligator to attack me. Anything to make the news, and or if died, death would have meaning. Would rather die in public like that than inside place alone where would not make news or headlines at all. _______________________________________________ Mood got distracted, I'm a mood writer, I write like some play their instrument, and when mood gets distracted it's hard to continue on. Will continue this later on different mood theme.
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