|
Post by Jupiter on Apr 26, 2024 12:05:59 GMT
These last few weeks have really shown me how out of shape my mind is, how utterly out of shape my whole existence is, and how lazy I've gotten over the decade or decades, from doing the same mundane, unchallenging things over and over again, as in just working dull jobs, working around dull uninspiring people, drinking when off from work, and just complaining to myself about 'what if', or what I could have become.
So many, not just myself, fall into that trap.
I've been so alienated from 'progress' over the last few decades, so alienated from real relationships, and instead stuck in the dead zone of existence.
Well, all that's slowly changing now, as I have immersed myself in 'school', yes at my age, which seems kind of odd, crazy, or whatever.
Point is though, is that I'm trying to rebirth myself, later in life, and it feels a bit weird. Either way, life is short. Soon, maybe, I'll share all these writing with a institute that I think could do something with it.
|
|