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Post by Jupiter on Jan 29, 2023 4:46:53 GMT
Jupiter moods Jupiter moods
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 29, 2023 4:49:07 GMT
My mood/outlook is odd right now.
Not sure if it's because of some vitamins I've been taking lately?
I mean I haven't drank since Wednesday, is it a combination of not drinking and the vitamins and coming off of 3 long days of work?
I mean it's like my innter spirit has been strip minded...there's no voltage.
I'm not happy or sad, I'm just 'here' in the moment.
Maybe that just means I need rest.
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 18, 2023 2:39:46 GMT
In a bit of a grouchy mood, just got in from work, I just have much on my mind that I don't think I can solve in a satisfactory way.
Moving, rodents, life in general, my future.
My body feels fine, I'm just super annoyed at life and society right now.
Life, I like, society, and what it's turning into, I despise more and more.
Rents going up, and seems no matter where you move, how much you pay, ghetto azz people always manage to slither in.
Anyways..just got in, have to work tomorrow, so have little time to get stuff done.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 14, 2023 0:42:25 GMT
Sometimes I wish those who want me 'dead and gone' would just show up at my place and tell me why?
I wish those who think, have convinced themselves that they're better than me, smarter than me, would just show up and tell me why.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 4, 2023 1:18:04 GMT
just in a odd mood to not care.
Life, or I should say, most of the people in it, at least those I'm cursed to encounter, are nothing more than scammers, emotional scammers.
I'm older now, how many years do I have left?
As such, my attitude about a lot is changing as of late.
Companies no longer intimidate me, cause if they haven't made me rich by now, what the F leverage do they have over me?
What, a bunch of geeks, with no life experience, hoarding over others?
I could care the less.
I used to be homeless, so I know I can survive.
I'm not strong, the strongest, nor am I tough, the toughest, but I do enjoy my freedom.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 4, 2023 1:18:45 GMT
We're in a different era now, companies are no longer viewed as 'gods' by those who work for them.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 4, 2023 1:20:12 GMT
I think my God is 'Death', as such, what leverage does any company, or human or man have over me? 
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 17, 2023 3:12:07 GMT
I'm so not into social media anymore, or podcasting, or anything, it just all stopped, my passion for it, once I knew the game was rigged, and once I realized talent has, had, nothing to do with who gets noticed....at first it did, but not anymore, it's all rigged now.
Winners and losers are chosen ahead of time by those in the background, so what's the point?
Once I know, realize, something is rigged, I just lose interest in it, and in this case it's social media, where good talent can be buried, and bad talent can be elevated artificially.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 29, 2023 4:10:07 GMT
I bit lost right now, detached, or maybe it's distracted.
So many moods, so many paths, collectively I guess they all form the inner world known as self.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 29, 2023 4:11:41 GMT
Life seems like a stage to me right now, and we all got these roles to play, and no matter how hard you try to change your role, you cannot, it's as if the roles have already been pre-assigned.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 1, 2023 12:08:14 GMT
This is how I feel right now This is how I feel right now.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 16, 2023 3:51:29 GMT
I feel highly separated from the world right now, to include myself.
I haven't felt the same since getting back from a cross country trip I took.
I flew back in on Sunday night, and just having found my footing yet.
I haven't felt the same since before the trip either, not sure what's the matter.
I just don't feel happy right now.
I don't feel like things are going to get better, a mood or a reality?
I'm missing something in my life, maybe it's just a sense of being loved.
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 12, 2023 3:19:46 GMT
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 23, 2024 15:48:38 GMT
I notice if I don't do something really quick, after it comes to mind, my mood will and can and does, often, change on a dime, then I no longer want to do it anymore.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 23, 2024 17:13:40 GMT
I've already talked myself out of leaving my place and doing anything...that's how volatile my moods are, they change, or can, on a dime...now I will eat some noodles, and then lay a top mattress and get _____ by imaginary bed monster or monsters, while I tell myself that a loser I am.  |
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