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Post by Jupiter on Sept 23, 2022 2:36:28 GMT
I just don't come alive until I know I'm free, free from being a labor slave.
I don't come alive until I know I have a string of days off in a row, where time stops mattering.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 13, 2022 16:21:27 GMT
It's Thursday, I have the day off, and hoping I can get more done today than I did my previous 3 days off prior to yesterday.
In other words I was off from Sat-Tuesday, then worked Wednesday, and off today, but then got to work Fri and Sat...sucks actually.
But the prior 3 days I was off, I blew it by drinking, and when you drink, it cuts into your productivity.
So maybe I can get more done with one day off while sober, than the previous 3 days off when I was drinking on and off...we shall see.
And by the way, I'm trying to stop drinking all together cause time is essence, and as I get older, I need more time, useful time, not less...and drinking totally destroys useful time.
It's one thing to drink after you've accomplished something great and grand, but it's another thing to drink when haven't done anything great or grand you...cause drinking will keep you from ever getting there.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 24, 2022 16:17:09 GMT
It's Thanksgiving  I'm off today, haven't done much other than exercise and work on next Gen X show type of stuff. I have two frozen Turkey legs in the freezer, may or may not unthaw and cook them, but so far today most I've eaten is a can of sardines. Typical Thanksgiving for me, no big deal, I'm just glad I have the day off. I do, however, have a few cans of beer laying around which I've managed to avoid so far.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 24, 2022 21:58:05 GMT
About to hit that 'kitchen time', meaning time to prepare for tomorrows lunch and do dishes, and cook fridged meat so won't spoil
About to hit that kitchen time, while still have some energy.
Today's T-day, great, for those who have family, friends, to enjoy it with.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 25, 2022 2:40:29 GMT
I got hair now that falls over my face, not sure how to feel about that
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 22, 2022 12:11:37 GMT
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 24, 2023 2:36:47 GMT
How come weeknights where you got to work the next day, are so depressing?
Maybe if you have a ton of friends, or a loving family to come home to, then maybe weeknights might not be so bad.
But when you come home alone, can't drink, or chose not to since have to work the next day, worknights can be oh so depressing.
Maybe that's just the older washed up person in me talking.
Cause years ago I didn't always feel that way, I think back when i still cared about women and dating, every night was fun, thinking to self 'This could be the night I finally 'score' or meet someone'.
But those days are long gone....I haven't been interested in the oppossite sex for years, or anyone as far as that goes, and maybe that's why my weeknights feel so bland.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 28, 2023 2:26:02 GMT
It's Thursday  Just your average run of the mill dull, after work, Thursday night. I've been reeling in my drinking a lot, as of late. Every now and then I'll give in and have a bad beer day, as in the next day when recovering is when it's bad....but such days are becoming less and less. And yesterday, was probably one of my happiest days in a long while, with no appearent reason to be happy, I was just happy, cause I was off, and the effects of booze wasn't in my system, then as 'today' approached, I got scared, and so caved in and drank. Yes, yesterday, 'today' scared me so much that I just needed to forget about today, I needed a blanket to cover me, and beer was that blanket...beer broke that fear and anxioty within me about today. Well, today rolled around anyways, and was as bland and grey as I imagined it. I need a new job, with an environment that's more people orientated, one that will lift me up, working alone all the time can lower moral. Anyways, it's Thursday night, I got about 50 more minutes before I hit the sack. Been watching this supposedly scary movie here 'The deep house', and I will say it does have an original premise. A house buried under a lake that's supposedly haunted.
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Post by Jupiter on May 19, 2023 0:47:25 GMT
I feel sapped today, on this Thursday  I feel sapped today, on this Thursday. I did drink yesterday evening and into the early night, even though said I wouldn't anymore, but needed something to shield me from that day before going back to work feeling of dread. No alcohol for like 4 prior days, and was feeling better than I have in weeks, than had to go ruin it by drinking some beers, which just throws my mood and outlook on life off tilter. And now, today, I just feel so hollow on the inside, and without purpose or meaning. And when I get drunk I call people, and say the stupidest things, or I even call police departments just to talk to someone, anyone. Alcohol, wow, has probably done more to ruin my life than anything else, but in slow motion.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 29, 2023 2:01:58 GMT
I had to work today, and just got in, and even though in the south, I've yet to turn on the a/c yet, instead I just have fans blowing on me.
I guess cause earlier, in furnace area, had mice, roaches, and I sprayed area, put down lime, ect, and just feel if I turn on a/c, all that odor, dust, germs, ect, will be blown all over the place through ducts.
Maybe now though, but just the idea grosses me out.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 6, 2023 3:48:09 GMT
A rare Thursday on here A rare Thursday indeed on here. I'll never be great, my art work will never be appreciated, yet my art work and portraits rival any, but I'm not in the right social clubs, not apart of the right class of people. I'm gutter and alley to them.I write more than anyone on the planet, yet no one acknowledges that, instead people ghost read, and no telling how much of my stuff is stolen. But that's how humans are. ----------------------- Anyways, it's Thursday, which means it's a dull day, I can't think of anything big, grand or exciting that has ever occurred in my life on a Thursday, or breaking news, as far as that goes. It's Thursday, but it's also my Monday, also, it's finally October, but in my world, it's pretty much October and Halloween every single day of the year, and with that I'm going to send this post off into the vestals of blog history...happy October and soon to be Halloween! 
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 23, 2023 15:42:51 GMT
Sometimes I'm glad that I wake up to know one, cause in the morning, when I look at self in the mirror, ugg, sometimes I look so ugly to self  Seems the older you get, the uglier you look to self when you wake up. I couldn't imagine waking up in bed with another, and then them seeing my face first thing in the morning, and or maybe me theirs as well. Do couples even still sleep in the same bedroom anymore? That seems so old fashion. I think seperate bedrooms are the best, that way before you see each other in the morning you're refreshed.
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 7, 2024 14:44:38 GMT
It's Thursday  Yep, it's been a while since posted in this section on a Thursday, like as in Nov 2023...a lot has happened since then, and a lot is happening now, but none of it starts until I get my butt out of, or off of this bed and get groomed and dressed and start the day. No work today, I'm off forever now, not officially, but ye, the writings on the wall, and I'm not complaining. I also need to stop drinking so much, for a while, and focus on some stuff, some stuff that will effect the rest of my future, and others. Time to get serious for a while. ----------------------------- Anyways, it's a new day, and I'm still here. Time to get up, eat, get dressed, groom, and see what fate has in store for me today, and or for the world. Yep, it's Thursday alright. |
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 4, 2024 12:52:24 GMT
It's Thursday It's Thursday, and I have yet another day to get things right or wrong. I will start off today by getting up, dressed, groomed, and then going to the grocery store, while it's early. Nothing worse than having a empty fridge. And then after that, who knows. I'm in no real rush, I'm unemployed, but have enough to live on for a while, until I decide next move. I do know, no booze today, hopefully. Cause I drank on Tuesday night, and boy did it mess me up all throughout Wednesday. Phone has been off since Wednesday morning. ----------------- Anyways, time to get on with the day. It's Thursday for sure.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 27, 2024 21:09:23 GMT
The minute I head to post office, it starts raining.
Then wanted to go to clothing store on way back, started raining harder, so I said f it.
Then the minute I get back to place, rain stops.
It's all about timing.
In life either you have excellent timing or terrible timing, seems my timing, for the most part, has been terrible.
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