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Post by Jupiter on Aug 7, 2024 0:58:35 GMT
I do believe it's Tuesday I do believe it's Tuesday. What a odd day for me, internally. It all begins internally, and our internal mood is projected outward. That being said, all day I've kind of had a feeling of doom and dread. It may be because I drank Sunday night, was tempted to again this evening but settled on a Big Mac meal instead. Going to McDonald's satisfied my desire to go out and do something reckless.
I really didn't accomplish much today at all, just wasn't in the mindset to...just not. I mean if today's mood was do to my drinking on Sunday night, than wow. I've been trying to stop drinking altogether lately, which makes when I do drink have more of a bizzar effect on me. When your system is clean and you're healthy, that's when booze hits you the hardest. 888888888888888888888888888888888 Anyways, it's Tuesday...Kamala Harris has chosen a running mate, things in the middle east are heating up between Israel and everyone else, the Ukraine was continues on, Trumps running mate is JD Vance (bad choice)...stock markets not doing so well, interest rates are high, Boeing has a space capsule stranded in space at the space station. And the Olympics are in progress. And most importantly, I'm still an adult version of Charlie Brown, nothing but rocks in my bag.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 25, 2024 2:43:44 GMT
TuesdayIt's Tuesday and another hurricane is brewing in the gulf area of Florida...but where I stay will just get the outer bands...darn...yes darn. I've been through a few hurricanes by now and can say other than taking a direct hit, I like the outer bands blowing through the area and cleaning up the muggy southern air. It's like a constant wind that doesn't stop, and it just blows all the smog and pollution away...and everyone usually chills during hurricanes, criminals chill, the government chills, places close down... I just find it very relaxing.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 2, 2024 22:32:23 GMT
It's TuesdayIt's Tuesday, not the best day for me. Like a fool, like a lonely fool, I drank beer last night, and it's messed up my mood today. Was tempted to drink more today, but I know it would just get worse. You feel bad after drinking, then want to drink again to forget that you feel bad, and it works, for a while, until once again the next day arrives. I've gotta travel in a few weeks, lots of other changes about to occur, and I need my mind to be right. But reality can be scary, and when have no one to confide in, it's easy to fall back into drinking. People have no idea what it's like to be totally alienated...most would crumble, but I carry on. Anyways, it's Tuesday, maybe I can still get a few things done today, after I go to the bathroom again.
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