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Post by Jupiter on Nov 20, 2023 16:23:15 GMT
It's MondayMaybe I'll eventually crawl out of bed, get dressed, and eat, and get on with the day. Just not feeling it so far.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 28, 2023 0:35:07 GMT
Life's a consumer shuffle
Life's a consumer shuffle, as of late, for many.
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 4, 2023 16:52:57 GMT
It's Monday It's Monday, and my life still feels sucky, at the moment. I drank yesterday, and as usual got loud and proud over the phone and probably made a fool out of myself, as usual, but so what...I don't mean anything to these people anyways, and if died today or tomorrow, not a single soul would show up to my funeral. Live while alive, if have to impress those around you, than you're around the wrong people. ------------------------- Anyways, I'm alive, and the day is here, so let me do something with it.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 15, 2024 18:45:36 GMT
It's Monday, Dr King day, and I feel like $%##@*It's Monday and I feel like whatever. I drank to much yesterday, and then made reservations while drunk...(never do that) I wish the last part of yesterday were just a dream, but it wasn't....but may as well been, cause I was drunk. Anyways, today's here now, once I stop beating myself up mentally, maybe I'll get up and try to get a few things done. It's Monday.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 15, 2024 22:21:49 GMT
When we pray, who are we really praying too?
Who are we really praying to, when we pray??
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 8, 2024 15:48:26 GMT
Monday realitiesWhat a wasteful but necessary wasteful morning.Lost wallet over the weekend, then found it in fridge after a cancelled cards...so this morning had to go to bank to re-activate card/get new one... First place their card printer broke, so had to drive to other place = waste of time. But finally got what I needed...a new debt card with a new number. And it's good to reset your card at least once a year anyways to prevent forgotten withdrawals and renewals you forgot about. Everyone leaches off of your card, our numbers are floating around there everywhere, department stores, Walmart, corner stores... I need to go back to just paying cash when shopping locally. Anyways, it's Monday and I'm already behind and feel drowsy even though drank some energy coffee drink and protein drink, yet already feel drowsy... probably cause they put so much sugar in those drinks.As such I will lay down and take a quick nap to reset thy mind, soul and body.
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 26, 2024 13:15:08 GMT
It's Monday It's Monday. I worked out late yesterday evening in the dark, but woke up this morning feeling more like I had a hangover than that I had worked out the previous night. Body chemistry is just weird like that. Well, I'm going to workout again after this, why not, what else can I do with my anxioty other than workout. Drink? Hell no, not right now, that would just make things worse, like putting your head in the sand. Right now, the best thing for me to do is to stand up to reality and just face it 'as is', ugliness and all, just face it, get punched in the face by it. People are ugly, the human condition is ugly.The person who acts the nicest on the surface is ugly and harbors deep down or even surface biases and bigotry towards others. There's actually no reason for Jesus to have died for anyone on this planet, we're just flesh, we age, get sick, and rot like all other lifeforms. We manipulate truths and stories to fit our own needs, we are an ugly species, our natures are ugly, period. --------------------------------- Heck, even people who claim to know Jesus are ugly and vile and bigoted and mean and scared on the inside and use 'Jesus' and the gospel to slay others. Anyways, nothing much any of us can do unless lucky enough to be surrounded by friends and family that value you. And with that, it's time to go work off some anxioty and workout for a bit.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 30, 2024 14:00:36 GMT
It's Monday I'm no match for today. It's like the day has already won.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 21, 2024 17:34:13 GMT
It's Monday It's Monday, and once again I slept in late, and went to bed late, thus wasting a large swath of the business part of the day in bed. And I drank yesterday, as such, will workout after this to keep the fitness vs slothiness balance. You can slide into the abyss of bad health really quick if not careful. All it takes is a few days of drinking in a row, and not working out, not eating right, and walla, just like that months of fitness gain can be lost, followed by your mind, cause when your mind goes, it's over. Well, working out daily helps keep your mind fit, as well as your body. And daily workouts help keep your moral up, even if the world around you is collapsing, as mine seems to be doing right now. But as long as physically fit, I have a better chance of dealing with stuff. Would rather be poor and fit than rich and sick or sickly. ---------------------------- Anyways, it's Monday, and boy is time just kicking my butt lately.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 21, 2024 19:35:27 GMT
Monday's here, and near almost already gone. I slept in late, as usual. Haven't done a dern thing yet today other than workout...as usual. But you have to keep fit, even if life is seemingly falling apart around you, you have to stay fit through it all, cause at least with me, if you fall, not a soul on this whole wide planet will ever ever help you stand back up again...I mean absolutely no one....not a solitary soul. Anyways, what now? A call maybe? Waste of time...anyone can listen, very few ever help. It's Monday.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 28, 2024 20:31:10 GMT
Monday What a waste of a day. Slumping all day since getting up a bit after 12 noon. Still slumping. I drank last night and acted a fool. Nothing good or positive to report, same o same o. I'm always getting in my own way. It's Monday.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 18, 2024 22:56:58 GMT
Wasteful Monday Not going to lie, it's been a terrible day, or I should say a very unproductive day. My body aches. I haven't drank in a week, but I think I'm working out to hard for my age, and so body breaks down quicker than it can rebuild, is my guess. Just not a good day dealing with Gov crap, application crap, it's all one in the same now. And most gov services are automated so if something goes wrong, or you lose your password, you're screwed. F automated sh-t. I'm screwed and promised myself I'd never be in this position to depend on others ever again, as in a stupid as job.. I'm so freagen screwed. Put the last of my funds on this online company I'm trying to start...if it works, great, if not, what a fool, once again, I will be. Man and his complex system sucks. Simple is good, but modern man has forgotten that. Oh well, I got energy but no drive. It's freagen Monday.
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