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Post by Jupiter on Apr 24, 2022 0:21:31 GMT
I need to create and work off of a 'to do list', or I'll spend rest of night just focusing and worrying about one thing.
That's how my mind is, worry and focus until issue solved, but this issue can't be solved until business hours on Monday, and so may as well engage in other things until then.
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Post by Jupiter on May 9, 2022 3:23:43 GMT
Anyways, if I hope to get anything done on this after work time, I'd better create a to do list.
In that odd 'after work' zone, where just want to space off, as try to shed that work feeling and get into my off time.
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Post by Jupiter on May 9, 2022 12:35:42 GMT
I'm in such a weird zone right now, that I must create and work off of a list, like a robot, cause my inspiration to do anything is just not there. The 'to do list' is kind of like a kick start to the day.  Without that 'kick start', my motivational engine will remain flat. |
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Post by Jupiter on May 16, 2022 21:58:09 GMT
The 'to do list' saved me today, sort of. On my 'to do list', I write down stuff I want to do, stuff I should do, and stuff I have to do, I mix it all together, and then roll a dice next to each item. Whichever gets the highest dice roll I do that task. Well today 'Check mail', rolled the high dice roll.  Check mail as in mail piles up, so I place it in shoe box until have time and the mindset to go through it. Well today, after tossing out junk, saving some stuff, ect, the very last piece of mail was from the DMV. It was about my drivers license, and informed me that it's expired do to the fact didn't update the state on my medical certificate (BS if you ask me). So in other words, I've been driving around with a expired license for a few weeks and didn't even know it, and if had gotten pulled over, well you guessed it, and or would of been worse if occurred in a commercial vehicle. Anyways, now I know, and so going to DMV first thing in the morning to get license reinstated. -------------------------------------- But here's the deal, there's 20 other items that dice could of chosen me to do instead of 'check mail', and sometimes I never get to anything on the list. So, I'm glad dice chose 'check mail', cause if it hadn't, and I had gone back to work in a few days, and got pulled over in a commercial vehicle with expired license, that would of been trouble. (Me, if that did happen, I would of just quit everything and gone into a new industry or job where you don't need a cdl, just to rebel, but that aside) That aside, now I can go ahead and take care of it. I do have my medical, but I guess that's not good enough, the dam-ed State now wants you to register your medical with them. (Jerk offs) And it costs like $95 dollars to get license reinstated (jerks) That's some crap the Mafia would do on the streets, extortion. Anyways, I'll do the right thing and go take care of this, I'm just glad I caught it, glad the dice caught it. My boss told me that another driver wasn't so lucky and he was driving a commercial vehicle, got pulled over for a random inspection..  Just to find out his license was suspended, and as such was shut down right there on the spot, meaning he was stuck, and couldn't drive his commercial vehicle anymore, so if it took 1 day for another driver to show up, to bad so sad for them. It happens more than people think. It's a stupid rule, the State isn't 'god', the state is just a bunch of geeks who write up rules that suck our hard money away from us, that they can then waste. |
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 23, 2022 12:30:40 GMT
 I need to get started on a 'to do list' early today, if I hope to get anything done other than sitting and starring and thinking all day long. |
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 24, 2022 1:34:56 GMT
I will make a quick, what I call a turbo 'to do list', where nothing on the list is anything stressful, just kind of fun or semi-fun gotta wrap it up soon type of stuff.
In the past I'd watch a movie, TV, but now neither interest me much.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 30, 2022 2:45:57 GMT
I'm done, it's a worknight, I only did like two things on the list which were randomly chosen by the dice.
1. Clean hall
2. Clean bedroom floor
And that's it, I did one other thing, tested some audio equipment, but that's it, I need a good nights sleep.
I'm off Friday, so can stay up later tomorrow night getting stuff done.
I drank the two previous evenings before coming back to work today, and just glad work is what ended that 'string', cause alcohol has an extremely powerful pull on you, even though you feel bad the next day, it's like you want to drink again to forget that you feel bad.
But still, sobriety is winning, I'd have to say, but booze does continue to chase me....all it takes is one errant thought, one justification.
Anyways, it's about time for bed, the 'to do list' will have to wait for tomorrow.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 6, 2022 20:27:09 GMT
I think I will start by just cleaning up the place. A straightened up place may help boost my mood a little bit.  |
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 9, 2022 1:08:17 GMT
Time to create a late night to do list Time to create a late night to do list. nothing big or spectacular. It's Friday night, I'm home, and living the life of a snail or turtle...nothing going on, no social life, no date, nothing and no one to spark my night up...be glad your life isn't as dull as mine...where all I have to look forward to is the 'to do list' 
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 27, 2022 0:40:23 GMT
On this boring dull Friday night, maybe the 'To Do List' can save me.
I mean what a absolute dud of a Friday night for me, mainly cause I have to work tomorrow, and I'm not drinking, it's like I'm just here, may as well still be at work.
Well life ever be fun again?
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 5, 2022 11:52:57 GMT
Time to get started on the 'to do list'...otherwise I'll just sit around all day in a depressed stupor.
Sometimes the 'to do list' can snap me out of it.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 27, 2022 17:21:31 GMT
Time to create a 'to do list', if I hope to get anything meaningful done today.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 29, 2022 2:33:35 GMT
I'm getting a new phone soon, I no longer trust the one I have.
I'd get an old fashion flip phone, if didn't like use phone to monitor home security system with when not around.
I just don't need tech, all tech does is track.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 29, 2023 2:38:47 GMT
Time to create a 'to do list', or I'll just end up wasting the rest of the night away doing absolutely nothing.  |
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 15, 2023 16:54:29 GMT
If I don't create a 'to do list' today, I'll get absolutely nothing done.
I think I'm at a point in my life where I'm just content to sit around all day.
I have nothing else to prove anymore.
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