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Post by Jupiter on Aug 9, 2021 1:50:51 GMT
I want to move  I want to move, so much easier said than done. The older you get, the more hellish moving becomes, and now days even worse with prices on everything going up, and so many internet background checks on application, including credit. I remember back in the day, when if wanted to move into new place, as in apartment, they just gave you paper application, and were moving in the next day....not anymore. Anyways, this section will be about moving, as a person of color, and the complexities that come with that.
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 9, 2021 1:55:44 GMT
Even though person of color, if I move, I don't want to live around any urban type black folks, just don't want the crime, or the drama, the 'self hate' projected onto me, none of it.
Even though some would consider me 'black', I wasn't raised around that mentality or culture, and since living in majority 'black' area, my life, social life, has all but ended, and dating life as well.
If I haven't figured black women out by now, I never will, nor do they have the capacity to figure me out.
Often, when I think of 'B' females, at least ones in the South East, I just think of males with _____'s.
Hardened egotistical, arrogant whatever's who think everyone else dumb and stupid.
And could never date women who were dumb enough to vote for Biden.
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 20, 2021 1:36:17 GMT
I really really still want to move, but just thinking about it wears me out. It's more fun, you have more energy, support, if moving as a couple, or family, or even two or three friends all deciding to move together, but when single, moving can be scary, scarier, especially as you age, and realize not everyone 'likes you'. For whatever reasons, no matter where you move to, there will already be those there who don't like you, at least not initially...they'll think you're this or that, or suspect you of this or that, simply cause you're new to area or neighborhood or apartment complex, and if single male of color, even worse so. And I'm so sick of apartment life, so if moved would want a different spread, a rental home or something. A place with privacy...I even thought about buying used RV and moving to RV park, but now days those places are cram packed...  I can't live like this, I need my space, I need to be able to walk outside without others starring at me and wondering what I'm doing. I once owned two acres and looking back the dumbest thing I ever did was walk away from that place. I need like a small Rec Farm or something, don't really care where as long as not to expensive.  A place like this, only cheaper, about half that price or less. Or even just 10 acres of land, and hell, I'll park used RV on it. I just need space, to do as I please, film my own interesting movies, horror movies, nature movies, burn bon fires with no one complaining, have pets that can roam....that's what I want, but to just move from one cramped place to another, what sense would that make to me right now? I think I have one more ace up my sleeve, the VA home loan thing, I mean I'm already paying a bit over a gran a month to live where I live, and will have to for the rest of my life, so why not try to get some land or something while still healthy enough to do so. I don't know, we'll see. |
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 21, 2022 4:11:05 GMT
Thinking about moving again, and often times pass by those new home developmental areas, or what I call 'pop up neighborhoods'. Where the new homes seemingly pop up over night, and they all pretty much look the same. I've always kind of wanted that normality, yes and no. But I also, because I'm such an outsider, never quite feel I'd be worthy to live in such a pop up home type of neighborhood. I feel like everyone would look at me like 'Hey, what are you doing here?, you're not normal enough like us to be here'.  I wish I felt 'normal', but I don't. I mean if I don't feel 'normal' enough to be accepted by the society I was born and raised in at this point, I doubt I ever will. I don't know, I do want a house though, but probably a stand alone house not so cramped up on other houses. Once upon a time it would of been nice though, and still maybe so, who knows. |
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 22, 2023 3:11:57 GMT
In the South East, seems no matter where you move, if of the working class, seems no matter where you move, your neighbors are always, or seem to be, or have the mentality of, section 8 types.
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