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Post by Jupiter on Feb 12, 2021 22:43:27 GMT
Mid life crisis crap
Mid life crisis crap, let's do this.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 12, 2021 22:44:39 GMT
Mid life crisis crap, let's do this
Better to own cool sports car when age 19, but since most cannot, than usually pretend they're 19 when actually 55, balding and whatever...that's called a mid life crisis.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 12, 2021 22:59:07 GMT
And usually buying a cool sports car or motor bike involved in this melt down. Speaking of cars, cool 'mid life crisis cars'...some mid life crisis types drooling over the Dodge Challenger, but that aside, 'Dodge' does make pretty powerful engines now, what should your final 'mid life crisis' care be... www.jacksonvillechryslerjeepdodgeramarlington.com/searchnew.aspx  Many Dodges to choose from. |
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 12, 2021 23:08:41 GMT
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 12, 2021 23:17:32 GMT
Nissan 350z, I've always said this is like Porsche's evil twin brother!  Nissans, wow, had friend, long ago, scare the hell out of me in one, up in Tacoma, WA area. Nissans are very powerful toys...to say the least. So if going through midlife crisis, maybe you should give these guys a call to satisfy your urge to be or feel 'young' again, just be careful...and wear your seat belt please. www.tacomanissan.com/
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 30, 2022 14:54:36 GMT
Some people resolve thier midlife crisis by doing silling things, like renting a plane and flying over a city
These days, older people don't really like getting old, resist getting old, at least those with spirit do.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 1, 2023 5:08:39 GMT
I think I'm beyond midlife crisis stuff.
I woke up this morning, awake now, wondering, thinking 'why am I even still here?'
I mean I'd rather be alseep and dreaming, working out issues through dreams, it's easier that way.
It's easier when your subconscious mind works stuff out for you in dreams.
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Long work day, off for a few days, but in such good shape that instead of sleeping, I'm awake.
thoughts are everywhere, from the past when I was a kid, to my Navy years, to the time I spent a community college, to friends of the past, to classmates of the past, to my future, and ect., and none of it makes sense to me if all was lived simply to end up wondering to self 'why am I still here?'
If I have a purpose, I most certainly don't understand what it is.
To have a purpose, others have got to want you in their life.
I feel I sorta had a purpose years ago, but like everything just fell apart socially and with my so called biological family.
Seems after my ______ _______, everything just fell apart, relationship disintegrated, trust went away.
I mean criminals and drug dealers, and slime balls, the Cartel, ect, have more purpose in life than I do.
They may all be bad people, do bad things, but oddly enough they're more loved by those around them than I am.
Anyways, it's summer, and tomorrows the 4th, I'm sure I'll spend it alone as I have for the last decade or so.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 30, 2023 8:23:28 GMT
I wish I could find a scary movie to watch....anything, just to rescue me from my own horrific reality  I wish I could find a scary movie to watch, anything, just to rescue me from my own horrific reality of uncertainty and nervousness about life, tomorrow and the future. -------------------------------- I'm a tweeb, I'm not as strong, on the inside, as people probably think I am, and so it's with, or through my art, that I show my weakness and vulnerabilities. I'm scared, just like everyone else, but who cares right.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 2, 2023 2:26:29 GMT
Not gonna lie, tomorrow seems like hell to me. I have no use, zero use, for tomorrow. To me, tomorrow is a monster. Tomorrow will claim many victims, in many different ways. One day, tomorrow will even claim me, but what can I do about it? Nothing, other than write ahead of time about how much I dread tomorrows  |
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 16, 2023 4:05:09 GMT
Not a 'mid-life crisis', but still, lately, I just don't feel I have a place down here on earth anymore, not in this society, if so, it would have happened by now.
So, if that's the case, then what?
What do I do going forward if I really don't matter and never will?
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 23, 2023 13:15:24 GMT
I'm going to put my 'mid life crisis', on video soon, to me, that's the way to get therapy.
Those who did you wrong, abandoned you, won't care until you start mentioning them on YT, or in a podcast, or on FB, then they'll want to talk to you, screw that....to late.
Left me for dead, now I'll return the favor, metaphorically speaking of course.
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 24, 2024 15:16:30 GMT
 I think I've been living a nightmarish wishful thinking dream for the past 5 months or so. I think dreams only come true for some, is why so few reach the top of their expectations and desires...the rest of us just seem mired in some kind of hellish otherly world where we're toyed with, constantly toyed with by the possibility of success, but then in the end that success is always snatched away from us by reality. |
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 10, 2024 1:58:24 GMT
Sometimes, at times, I just feel like or ask myself or, I don't know, I feel like I'm just lingering around this world, with no real purpose.
And the future just seems to be one laced with disappointment and failed dreams...a struggle.
It's like all I have to look forward to is struggling, either financially, physically or mentally.
Unless I win the lottery, just not sure how things are going to get better for me, ever.
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