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Post by Jupiter on Jan 3, 2021 21:00:58 GMT
Between black and white, gay and straight gif art
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 3, 2021 21:22:20 GMT
Jabba wants me? I could never understand why stuck up Princess Leah rejected Jabba the Hut. As one who has always been a 'reject', social misfit, I can and could never understand how and why beautiful women, or in some cases beautiful young men, why they act so stuck up when another is attracted to them. When another tries to flirt with them. I'd pay, almost, to have another just flirt with me for a change, I'd totally welcome it, even if it was Jabba the Hut or some other slimy space creature, like others, I just want to know what it's like to be loved and embraced. So often create art depicting that very theme. Those who have just don't seem to appreciate. Damit, if I had day to day sex appeal, Darth Vader could smack me on the azz and I wouldn't care, I'd smile and feel charmed. Wait till you don't have 'it' anymore, then see. Not sure why being sexy is looked at as a bad thing by some, but it's such a contridiction though. Cause sex appeal is all that sells. If there's any twinkle toed younger sexy white person or Asian or Hispanic who hates being sexy and would like to trade with me, let's do it, it would be like something out of the Twylight zone... twylightzone.boards.net/thread/53/spooky-art-works-twilight-zone I'll take your cute little feet, soft white or tan or brown smooth hands, and lushious hair, and you can have 'me', we'll swap. And I'll gladly deal with being a 'flower' in the eyes of others and the perks that come with it, and you can see what it feels like to be a 'monster' in the eyes of others, at least initially. (more pearl on the inside that most, but if people perceive you as being a monster, they never get to the pearl). Anyways, life is short, and thus the time to express self and matter is also short. More to follow. Can only read this if alive, be glad you're alive.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 18, 2021 3:14:33 GMT
Safety always has to come first  One thing about America, at least from say 1965 on up, is America has always kind of provided a 'safe space' for people that like to explore different roles for self, other than hardline traditional roles some forced to stick to in home lands. (Obviously there are exceptions, for even within America, within certain sub communities, adherhence to traditional roles still very much encouraged). But just saying in a broader sense, America has always been an escape pod, not just for your typical immigrant escaping oppression or seeking freedom, but also for those with a variety of sexual identities or vibes. But again, America wasn't always like that, in fact America use to be a very intolerant place to live if weren't 'white', up until around the late 1960's....but since then many ideas of 'what is' have opened up, at least in the mainstream pop culture arena. The above person is happy to live in a society where can express a variety of inner selves, without fear of Government oppression. (Although now social media has become the oppressors of free thought and expression) Not all people who are considered 'black or brown' see themselves as hardcore street warriors built for battle (speaking of males). That's a construct of society, not 'god'. Perception, all perception is invented by man. Reality is what you want it to be. And if ones reality is to be thin, happy and loving, than that's the reality one should persue for self. If not in real life, than at least art gives one that escape.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 10, 2021 13:43:50 GMT
Do you want to be remembered as a maid?  Voice - Do you really want to be remembered as a maid? Public conscious - Ye, why not, there's a lot worse things could be remembered as. Voice - Ye, but why a maid? Public conscious - as opposed to being remembered as what?, I mean my life is what it is, I've tried steering it other directions, but seems my direction being controlled by other forces. Voice - Ye, but a maid?, why not a warrior? Public conscious - There are already plenty of warriors in this world, hero's, I tried being that in the past, and found it's a very competitive field to be in, got to have the right looks, the right pedigree, the right social circumstances around you, the right friends, the right family and more. Voice - So have you just given up? Public conscious - In a way, maybe I have, but not in a bad way, I've just let go trying to really be anything that matters to anyone, and now I guess just trying to be what matters to me, what gives me comfort. Voice - And what gives you comfort? Public conscious - Peace, tranquility and balance. And I guess my art is like a mirror, and allows me to see what others cannot, in my every day life I'm 'bland', as such dismissed for having about zero value to anyone, and so my art gives me that balance. Kind of like walking a or your pet, you have to let your pet outside, to get fresh air and to breathe now and then, and that's what my art is to me, like little 'pets' or 'pet personalities', expressions, within me that need walking now and then so they can breathe. Voice - Interesting way of putting it, I guess. Public conscious - Well if that's all, I need some rest now, see ya later.
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 24, 2021 17:37:11 GMT
I think many crusty older Pastor types fail to understand why one would want to play the role of another gender, specifically males wanting to be female, when younger, and I think it has more to do with 'attention', and self adoration, something which females get more of and are allowed more so than males, at least at an early age.
I know with me and my sister, every time parents took us to their friends house, she, my sister, always told how beautiful they were, and me, well, it was like 'hey you, go stand in that corner or take out the trash'.
Now that never made me want to be a 'female', but it did make me wonder why I was always made to feel 'ugly' simply cause a male.
But that could indeed make some younger males actually think they really want to be a female, when all maybe they really want is more attention....if indeed they perceive or think being a female would give them that.
That's just an angle I don't think I've ever heard any one in media bring up, so thought I'd bring it up here which won't be read by hardly anyone.
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 6, 2021 23:54:02 GMT
What if 'alive' but non sexual?...then what are you?  Why I so hate Pastors and religious people in that many are alive, and will never be paired with anyone, so then what are they suppose to be? Jackazz fcks...coming for you, those of you who have hurt the innocent...coming for you, but in intellectual way.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 5, 2021 7:42:15 GMT
Sometimes I feel like a space alien, compared to most  Sometimes I feel like a space alien compared to most, or a member of some lost cosmic tribe, not a earthly tribe but a cosmic one. I find it harder and harder to find anyone who is able to think beyond 'flesh' or politics on any issue. Seems everyone is either all of this or all of that, and if all of 'this', they never bother to consider 'that', and if all of that they never bother to consider 'this', so everyone remains so stuck, and small to me, thus predictable. So few actually have the ability to think outside of what society or their friends or family or religion tells them they're suppose to be...which makes it difficult for 'an alien' like me to communicate with them at times. Actually in person communication way easier than say social media communication. Cause on social media everyone likes to hide behind 'ideology', but usually in real life they're more reasonable. I do know one thing, as I age, and it's my own fault, or just unique to me maybe, but as I age, I see less and less to grab onto for hope, joy and happiness. I think that's why most people, humans, have kids, then grandkids, as a way of reliving life, the good parts of life, through them. Me, not so lucky to have any of that, so still trying to find the meaning of life through 'self' which is a dead end. The meaning of life really comes through ones ability to impact others in a positive way. I still have some time left, we'll see.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 25, 2022 10:46:30 GMT
Sissy and the closet monster
Be glad you don't have a demanding, hungry monster living in your closet.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 28, 2022 20:20:18 GMT
I'm bored  I drank to much yesterday, to many cans of beer, as such I ruined today for self, yes and no. I mean actually off time is and should be mellow time. I mean I'm relaxed, I'm just not doing anything constructive. Was about to get back into radio, and still might, but because I drank yesterday, late into the night, I slept in long, and was no longer in the mood. Alcohol will totally take you out the mood to do anything other than drink and be silly. I may go shopping later, get some food, again, just boring have no life type of stuff.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 5, 2022 1:34:48 GMT
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Post by Jupiter on Feb 9, 2023 2:49:54 GMT
Sometimes I really wish there was someone to surrender to, who'd then take care of your physical needs for the rest of your life.  When you get older, you get tired at times, of the husle, the game, working, paying bills, you just get tired. But if single, alone, you have to keep going cause there's no one to catch you. I envy women who are able to marry rich men, and just live in a Mansion, and walk around all day while the man goes off on long trips. I wouldn't care, I wouldn't even care if the man cheated, as long as my physical needs were taken care of.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 11, 2023 8:17:12 GMT
This is a man, not sure why black men vote for democrats, whom want them to wear dresses, makes no sense to me and or others.
Black or Hispanic males, ect, are actually more conservative than white males, yet for whatever reason so many of them continue to vote for Democrats...what a mystery.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 5, 2023 0:33:58 GMT
What a terrible day  What a terrible day, the dizzy sissy simply provides some theatrical and comic relief, as and when needed, nothing more, nothing less. Just like I'm about to watch some movies = entertainment, well, that's what the DS is, entertainment. -------------------------------- Anyways, again, today was awful for me, as far as mood goes, for reasons I'll cover later on a different page. --------------------------------- Eating frozen lazania right now, not bad actually, after heating it up in microwave.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 6, 2024 22:57:40 GMT
Today, hmm Ever have one of those days where you want to do something, have the energy to do something, but at the end of the day end up doing absolutely nothing. That was my day today...had the energy, but lacked the direction or plan to do anything with that energy. In the past, I'd of just drank and said 'screw it', and just played with myself, or entertained myself is better wording. When drunk, high or stoned, it doesn't take much to entertain you or yourself. It's like when drunk, high or stoned, a plurality comes out of you. As such you're able to play with yourself, in that other sides of you come out, and you start talking to yourself, dressing up oddly, and just having fun, like a one person party. But as of late I've cut back on drinking big time, and so. But anyways, it's Friday, a full evening/night ahead, and I'll end up doing nothing, probably, but staying home, shut in, within my own little domain. What's out there on a Friday night to do alone anyways? Life is more fun when horney, cause you always think you're going to meet the opposite sex, or same sex, depending on your orientation, or both.
Time, regardless, is a precious commodity, and what we do with it matters. Right now I'm going to strip my clothing off, lay down, and watch some streaming TV on Amazon, maybe YT.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 25, 2024 15:26:22 GMT
It's Friday I am genuinely shocked that today's Friday, I really am. I thought it was maybe Wednesday, or even Tuesday, but for it to be Friday already? WT whatever... What happened to Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday? I don't even remember living those days, like a time warp or something. Friday, already? Hmm. I'm just not cut out for this world anymore, things are moving to fast and I'm unprepared for the future, not sure if I'll ever be prepared for the future. I feel doomed right now. It's like my brain is just not conditioned to succeed. Short attention span, terrible at math and small calculations. I'm just an optimistic dreamer and an under achiever. Alone and socially isolated the majority of the time. I'm just not prepared for the future. And I'm good at wasting gobs of time, as evident I didn't realize it was already Friday. Anyways, I need to get my bike tire repaired before the weekend arrives. Riding my bike is one of the few pleasures I still get now days, which is why the tire went flat. Whatever you like, enjoy, better believe evil will try to take it away from you. It's Friday...my gosh, slow down time.
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