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Post by Jupiter on Sept 3, 2020 7:49:34 GMT
Me me me = Free! Me me me = Free! Easy enough concept to understand right? Not really. Funny and sad how some people understand their own freedom, but so quick to deny others there own. Patriots, you know the types, who love the flag and all, first to shout out 'Freedom and Liberty', but also often times those types are the first to stamp out others freedoms and liberties as well, what a irony, a sad irony. To them, you can only be 'free' (also) if you fit into their small view of the world, but if you do not, than 'dam your freedom', they say...again, what a sad sick irony...poor native Americans and former slaves and Islanders and others who didn't qualify to be free, under many powers and mindsets of the past. Today, people of varying self identification now want to be free, the vast majority who are not, and who remain hidden out of fear, physical harm fear, losing friends fear, even losing family type of fear, and so remain hidden inside small self created 'bunker' of loneliness. Stand in fear by a society influenced by the likes of 'Jerry Farewell Jr', who spend Sundays condemning people who want to be artistically free, while on the side engaged in affairs with females and both males outside of his marriage...here's the story... www.foxnews.com/us/jerry-falwell-jr-liberty-university-resignation-students Oh yes, fiery sermons on Sunday condemning anyone 'like us', who dare even look as if walking or expressing self outside of traditional Christian roles, yet on the side that's all he was doing was engaging in, you name it, he did it, with males and females...wow. Men like Farewell Jr and Sr, turn society against us, even turn our own families against us, while they, on the side, living more of a life of 'sin', than most of us could even fathom..(all we want to do is look pretty to ourselves, not sure how looking pretty is a sin..lol) These types of men create a horror dome effect for people like us, artistic butterflies who just want to be left alone...while they, these men of Religious power gain wealth and influence and behind the scenes doing what even our own value systems would never allow us to do...amazing..  We're made to feel like monsters, the scourge to society, when we're not. So we hide, we hide, we hide within ourselves most of the time. It's quit sad actually that the true monsters of society set the tone for the rest of us. Welcome to 'Me me me (you) = Free!
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 25, 2020 13:01:06 GMT
I know one thing, I can't be with a female unless they fit my view of what a female should be to me, and that's my problem, I have such a narrow view of the type of female I'd actually want to be with....do to the gals I was raised around, and the people I was raised around.
I was raised around thin looking feminine, yet tom boyish type of women, Punk Rock types in high school and all, back when skinny jeans were in, before they came back into style again, punk rockers were wearing those things long time ago, everything is so circular....I never thought those goofy looking exagerated sized urban baggy shorts and pants would ever go out of style.
I like body types more than I do genders.
I like long, lanky body types, not into 'blubber', not into women with oversized boods and all, just not, that's not practical to my.
The women I grew up with (my classmates), were white, fem, and thin, and the girls had that cute tomboyish look.
In other words you could role around in the grass with them at recess, and they could handle it, like a guy could...that's the type of woman I want, one that I guess behaves like a guy, but yet is a woman (good luck with that, I tell myself).
The thing is is when single, you never imagine yourself getting old, so your ideal mate always reverts back to high school or college era type of body types, unless older and women took care of body, but who does that?
No one where I stay, or maybe I just don't go to the right places.
Like the gym, but public gyms, not into them, plus with corona, they're all closed, the Government should buy out every gym or business they forced to close, that's only fair...(for another topic)
I'm not into high maintanance women with nails and all, that inner city urban drama mamma look, not into that at all.
I like the white, slender, lanky, soft no nails hands farm gal type, those are the types of females I was raised around.
When I see a woman with urbanized long nails, that tells me she's worthless for me, and that they're not into gardening, or any type of outdoor activity, why do I need a woman like that??
And in closing, I wonder what happened to all the punk rock women of years ago?, I wonder what they grew up to become, what they merged into, and how they are now?
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 25, 2020 13:02:49 GMT
Sometimes I even see guys, with those skinny jeans or sweats on, who have the type of body type I wish a woman had, thin and lanky, elastic and practical.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 19, 2021 21:23:51 GMT
Why I shave my legs
As a male, I shave my legs cause..
1. Smooth legs make 'me' feel younger, more youthful, where as lots of hair on legs, makes me feel old and post 'sexual'.
2. I like things that are streamlined, I mean how would a Porsche look like if a Porsche had hair on it?
And I never realized until a few years ago, 6 or so years ago or so, that women have hairy legs also, but shave, but if women don't shave their legs, their legs can get as hairy as a mans.
And some guys like that, some guys have a fetish for hairy women legs, not me.
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 10, 2021 12:55:59 GMT
Am I really free?  Am I really free or am I being mock by certain forces that desire to tear us all down from within? I think true freedom is being free from the influence of both god and satan and society, when can't seem to garner favor with any of the 3. To still be a live and not have a meaningful life in any of it, just what then does one do with oneself? I mean just because you can't love someone doesn't mean that person still doesn't need love, to be loved, to feel loved. Just cause you're to bias, small, to 'flesh', to say hello, to compliment, doesn't mean 'that person', doesn't need to be hugged, and said 'hello' to. Just because you're afraid of 'that person', doesn't mean they're a scary person. Truth is life goes on in others, whether you or I want it to or not, and the brain is like a complex bio computer always analyzing, always trying to create 'balance' for the body it runs, creating realities that suit the needs of 'that person'. Everyone does it, I mean everyone, everyone creates, to one degree or another, their own reality that suites their emotional needs, whites, blacks, Indians, Muslims, gay people, straight people, Government workers, parents, Nephews, Uncles and more. We artist just happen to share some of our altered reality through art or song for others to either relate to or move on and find art/song, they can relate to. |
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 11, 2021 12:09:41 GMT
I think before a male can really succeed in a male/female relationship, that male first needs a sold foundational male/male relationship first
And no, I don't mean in a sexual way, but if you notice (to back up what I know to be true), every male who's in a successful male/female relationship has or usually has, a best 'male' friend encouraging them, and one to hold them accountable, or another to measure themself by, to or with.
How deep that male/male relationship is varies, but it's the same with females, every female first needs a 'best' other female friend before able to really succeed in a female/male relationship.
This post should of been made in a important journal, but instead it was created here on this obscure site that very few, and especially few of journalistic influence will ever read.
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 18, 2022 5:44:54 GMT
Catchy 1990's fusion/hip-hop instrumental.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 14, 2022 2:52:08 GMT
Haven't been in a dizzy sissy mood in a long while now  But can follow the dizzy sissy blog here.. dizzysissytheater.blogspot.com/2022/05/clean-sissy-clean-clean-clean-clean.html The dizzy sissy is nothing more than artful expression, nothing more, nothing less, a costume of sorts. In my own life, I notice the more theatrical I am with art, that usually means I'm overall just more happy and relaxed. It's when I stop being as theatrical is usually a sign of inner tension or worry or sadness. 'Play', or to 'play', is a sign of happiness and or even confidence in self. And we don't stop playing just because we grow up, we play all throughout life, at least if healthy of mind. It's those who are serious all the time and have forgotten how to laugh who are sick. Anyways, what a day, I have a taste for some cold grapes, but have none in the fridge.
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Post by Jupiter on Jun 14, 2022 4:06:04 GMT
Dizzy sissy theater, to me, is better than most stuff on TV today
Here, the dizzy sissy takes on 'the doll', and it's a battle royal of personalities.
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 7, 2023 4:47:41 GMT
Is there more than one entity inside of us?  Is there like more than one entity or spirit inside of us? And I don't just mean different moods, but rather I mean like a whole separate entity that has independent thoughts of it's own. And can this entity then also lust after you? I don't think most people even notice this kind of stuff unless you're alone and isolated for years. Usually, if have others in your life, a lover, spouse, ect, you're to busy focusing on them, and not yourself. But when alone and isolated for years, can that other entity inside of you begin lusting after 'you'. I mean it's you, sure, same body, but separate spirit.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 28, 2023 12:44:28 GMT
As women become less interested in men, society will produce more and more Dillan Mulvaneys
Most men like Dillan M, the bud light guy, when younger, more than likely chased women around feverishly, but always got rejected.
(short on time so will condense this)
Older men who have been rejected by women all their lives have no reason to adore women or to elevate them, no more than a black person has or would elevate the Klan.
And many males, old or young, hate being marginalized, ignored for their personal charm, simply cause they're not a woman and allowed to be more flamboyant, as such, many or I should say, more and more males, will start re directing the attention towards themselves (as women do), the best way they know how, and that is by being pretty.
Females are the ultimate crossdressers and have invaded all spaces of men, at least in the west.
They do everything a man does, dress like a man, ect, then at night, at a party, they convert back to being a woman by wearing heels, a dress, skirt, thus becoming the center of lustful attention.
Well, single males observe this manipulation of others, and so they simply learn to mimic that same behavior.
Me, as a older male who was ignored by females while in my prime, I could care the less.
I meant nothing to females when younger, and so now that older they mean nothing to me, just objects in the way at times.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 5, 2023 4:16:31 GMT
I don't consider myself LGBTQ or Trans, other than maybe transpersonality, but who isn't? I just consider myself to be 'me', not trans, not gay, but rather just me. Someone who, at times, takes more relaxed photos of self to comfort and prove to self that you can become what you want, not what others claim or need you to be for their own purpose or sense of self. I mean this idea that only white, or light, women can be elegant, says who? Most I see, on a daily basis, are anything but elegant. And to be honest with you, I don't think most women, at least ones in the urban city, don't even know how to be elegant, it's something that has to be taught, but if raised on rap music, and around thug types, than of course that's what you mimic, even as a female. Thankfully I don't come from such areas, I live around such types now, but thankfully was raised in a more cultured environment, that may sound snobby but it's true. Most B women I see in the hood act, walk and talk all butch now, be acting and carrying on more masculine than I do...I'm not use to that, will never get used to that, it's why I think I often comfort self by externalizing what I used to think women should be like, and still are, just not in the area I'm in. --------------------------------- But at the end of the day, it's just art, just a pose, a pose anyone can strike depending on ones inner sense of security and self and environment, I suppose, and of course playfulness, it helps to be a bit silly.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 23, 2023 20:48:59 GMT
Is it a sin to want to, at times, look beautiful to self? (10-23-2023) Is it really a sin, to want to look beautiful to self, at times, or even all the time, regardless of _____?
I refuse to be or look 'ugly' to myself simply cause others, whom I don't know, think I should, simply to comply with their view of self in this world??...huh?
Think how selfish that is?
If there is a heaven, or afterworld, or spirit world or realm, I don't even think gender exists, all that exists is the spirit, or 'color' you radiate from your soul.
Sad that the most, so called religious people, don't get that.
Many religious people live in such a small tiny box created for them by their masters...that's fine, but please never expect me, and or maybe others, to live within the tiny box you've created for yourself.
That aside, this taken today, and yes, of course, altered a bit, cause, well, it's art!...duh...lol
I just wanted to prove to self that I still 'had it'.
Ugly to some, decent and beautiful to others.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 23, 2023 23:46:29 GMT
I'm just 'me', OK... I'm just me, OK... How come just being 'you', so, at times, intimidates like religious types, older W conservative types, Congo African types, Muslims, ect and whatever.... Why can't we all just be ourselves? And if ourselves happen to be playful, beautiful and nice, why is that so bad?, why is that a sin, in the eyes of others? It's others who sin, not me...OK. That being said, while alive, I'll explore self as I see fit, for my own sake, not yours. Now lets dance and have some fun....
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 23, 2023 23:58:35 GMT
I'm not gay, but I miss going out to gay clubs...does that make sense??   I don't consider myself gay, even gay people wouldn't consider me gay... Rather, I just consider myself a fun loving canvass of an individual, who loves getting hugs and feeling loved, in that in real life so deprived of that. It annoys me, certain very attractive types, who are annoyed by hugs...they have no idea what it's like to go years without one. --------------------- But ye, I simply escape my day to day reality through art, abstract art, it's me, yet it's not. It's the me I wish I were, it's the me I wish the world could see, but in every day life, they do not, other than the very keen. Sorry, but I wasn't born to be ugly, I was born to be happy, playful, fun, enjoyable, and artistic. If that annoys you, sorry. I refuse to live in your cage, and so do many others...later and out.
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