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Post by Jupiter on Apr 14, 2016 22:57:16 GMT
The happiest day of my life, will be when the day comes that I move to a place where I'm no closer than 100 miles from any urban raised black person, black single mother and her loud unruly kids and the likes.
(from age 5-30, don't want to live around, if raised in urban area with no Father)
That will be the happiest day of my adult life.
After living around hood types, just not sure if I believe the whole man was created in image of God thing anymore.
And that's based totally on behavior, values, and has nothing to do with 'color' or physical appearance.
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Post by Jupiter on May 8, 2016 23:25:37 GMT
If poor, and of color, the SE is a dangerous place to reside.
Why?
1. 'blacks' raised in SE, in urban areas, have little regard for life, 80% or more come from single parent households, don't even understand the concept of marriage, a Father, rules, laws and order, or any sense of higher moral justice. As such very dangerous and the moment and their 'temper' is their 'god', and determines what is right or wrong.
2. If a male, 80% or more of the women were raised in single government subsidized households and have no concept of a 'man' or 'Fatherly role' outside of rap lyrics.
Most B females raised in this government subsidized environment don't really want a man, a kid yes, a husband no, and is why you see so many females in the hood areas walking around without men. And the men they are seen with (while briefly out of jail) always have on those pajama outfits, 25 going on 12, and just never seem to mature cause they don't have to...they go from Mother, to girlfriend to jail, to girlfriend, to Aunt to jail, back to girlfriend ect...never have to grow up and are just used as 'breeders'.
But the older they get, the worse self esteem becomes as they realize they really messed up, and instead of living in nice home at age 40, are either still in jail, prison, or living off of girlfriend or relatives.
This makes them dangerous as they have nothing to lose by 'acting out'.
3. The younger 12-19 crowd of males very dangerous, no morals or values what so ever, and the majority or random senseless crime, shootings, are from this group.
No value system what so ever, raised on filthy rap lyrics from age 2, no Dad, usually raised in urban matriarchal system, by Mother, Aunt, Grand mother ect...no males anywhere in chain, and if so, older male dad, at age 30, still dresses hood, never grows up, and so that's only example they have.
If a person of color or black, who is not from 'the hood', your life span will be increased by moving out West to more 'white' areas, where black population is less than 5%, and zero hood influence at all.
Although whites may be 'racist' or politically racist, at least they won't do a drive by on your home, won't rob you at night over $10 bucks ect.
The Government is responsible for creating this moral less class of urban citizen...where women are married to Government subsidizes thus relequishing males from traditional roles as husbands.
The Governments to blame for this.
As a person of color myself, living around urban 'blacks' has been the most horrific experience of my life thus far.
Not do to color, but rather behavior.
The only way to end this is to end all Government subsidies immediatly, which would force all involved to make much better decisions.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 7, 2016 23:58:30 GMT
Maybe the NRA should create a 'black' or 'non white' chapter, since they don't seem concerned about responsible black gun owners who get blown awayOr maybe people of color should just create their own similar organization of responsible gun owners. The man in Minnosotta who was slain by trigger happy, mentally off balanced officer, did nothing wrong. 1. He had a concealed weapons permit, something I always hear NRA types brag about in their publications, always touting the '2nd amendment' and all, always accusing President Obama and 'Liberals' of wanting to deny people their second amendment rights.  But sadly, all this bluster only seems to apply to, or be meant for rural 'whites', and does not apply to minorities or blacks living in urban areas. talk radio hosts talk about the 2nd Amendment for hours upon end, yet today, not a single one of them gave mention of responsible concealed weapons permit black man in Minnesota being slain by officer with his child in back seat, while doing nothing wrong other than what trained to do at concealed weapons class. Conservatives leave a big stain on their brand by failing to rally behind this inncident, and then wonder why so many in minority community weary of them as a whole, cause they do not care, they instinctively do not care about people of color. They missed out on big opportunity today to win over many minorities voters, but do to embedded bias, blew it, and instead obscessed over stupid Hillary email BS. They Fking blew it...
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Post by Jupiter on Aug 7, 2016 16:10:25 GMT
Life keeps rolling along Since moving to SE urban area, I've seen my creative spirit diminish by around 80%. As a male of color, when not around 'whites', you're not allowed to be creative. Black females can be some of the most cruel creatures on the planet when it comes to spite, and insecure fits of insulting ugliness if a threat to their perceived 'space' is occuring. Black females won't ever actually physically harm you, rather, like all females, they get high testosterone males to get at you instead. All women do this, regardless of color. Males want to impress females, and they prove their manhood by beating up, going after, whomever female doesn't like or is threatened by. White females same way, but their boundaries are different, more corporate, mainstream. White females are, or pretend, to be nice until you challenge their status quo as being 'queens' of society, a throw back from colonial times, when if a person of color so much as looked a white women in the eyes, could get lynched. So why am I writing all this now? I don't know. I just don't like extreme ugly behavior regardless who it comes from, males, females, foreigners who bring over primitive oppressive customs. I like costume and dress, like Native Americans use to do, and many African tribes, where both males and females dressed up elaborately and celebrated life, while alive. Because I came from University town, that's kind of how life was, people were encouraged to be colorful, but outside of closed University environment, life isn't really like that for most, especially when living in the hood areas, which is near close to living in 3rd world environment. It down right sucks, if not from such a place. Life is short, and people only seem to realize that when older, in their 60's, then want to start being expressive, when sex appeal long gone. Living around primitive minded urban people sucks.
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 28, 2016 0:39:47 GMT
Ran into one of those 'blame everything in life, all my circumstances, on 'me' being black, type of people today.
People like that disgust me, I asked them what their credit score was like their response.
'I'm black, what you think it is'...meaning it was low.
Well why was it low?, to them, nothing to do with their own irresponsible spending habits, but no, to them it was 'because I'm black'...what a tard.
If a white person drove a nice car, it wasn't because person qualified for credit approval or ect, no, to this self hating 'b' person it was because 'they were white'.
As if all white people are just given cars for being white.
Sadly, to many in 'B' community still think that way, and this type of warped thinking comes from other blacks, not whites, is what's so pathetic about it.
Thankfully I don't have to be around this individual much anymore, cause I hate that self degrading, baffoonish mindset.
Never taking responsibility for self, and instead always blaming color for outcome.
People with that mindset are poison to me.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 30, 2016 2:19:44 GMT
Another depressing Holiday season around hood types
There is no color or creativity in the hood, other than different variations of thug.
'Black culture' (whatever that use to be prior to the mid 90's) has all but been eroded by most born after 1980, who came up during the crack/drug epidemic of the mid to late 80's.
That crack epidemic totally wiped out whole generations of families, Fathers, properties were lost, many lives were destroyed and lost, and the black community has never been the same since (maybe that was by design).
Now black women don't even talk about marriage anymore, at least not in urban areas, not even sure how future generations will have family reunions since all the males locked up, woman has kids by many different men and vice versa.
The low income non college educated black female now depends on other alpha females for support, and the Government, and that's about it.
The male has effectively been displaced from the lives of urban black females, outside the role of 'breeder' or Wohn Don type street hustler.
It's so gloomy I don't even feel like writing about it write now.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 30, 2016 13:09:18 GMT
I know how black people are in real life and most depress the F out of me with their attitude.
But seems lately, every time there's a TV commercial, the trend is to force inject 'black' characters into every scene, as if generic, happy, well spoken and normal like everyone else.
Well that's just not what I see here where I'm at.
Most B's I see are near mentally ill, lack values, and project ugly view of self onto others.
Most B's I see where I'm at have an ugly attitude and think life is suppose to cater to their own warped sense of things.
And most Fear Trump for wanting to make nations 'great again', while being perfectly OK with current trend of urban rot and crime.
Like a cancer rotting the body, then getting mad at the doctor that wants to fix things.
Well I side with the doctor, not the socially rotting cancer.
And now I don't need to see a B person force injected into every commercial or Movie scene, where in real life would not be.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 1, 2016 1:14:02 GMT
Halloween dead on arrival in the hood, hood areasSadly, like this C/L add says, Halloween dead on arrival in the hood or hood areas... link Halloween dead on arrival in the hoodWhen living in the hood, near other black folks in particular, you learn quick that black folks do not trust other black folks at all!If they do allow their kids to go trick or treating, will be in more affluent 'W' areas, where people work, are married, and have normal mindset of the world. Since moving in area habitated by many hood types, not a single trick or treater has ever knocked on door, not a one, just shows the mindset here. It's deadening the lack of 'spirit', any type of spirit accept ugly hussle and flow street type of spirit. Blacks just don't trust each other enough to let lose in a fun festive way, and like add says 'whites' have nothing to do with creating that culture. Tomorrow morning, when I turn on the news, all I'm sure I'll hear is more gun violence victims in the hood. The hood doesn't need Halloween to be creepy, the hoods already a creepy soul less place.
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Post by Jupiter on Nov 1, 2016 1:42:01 GMT
If a minority, or lighter skinned black or mixed, or even a darker skinned black, and living or raised in small area where you're a minority, don't ever leave, don't ever think your life will be better if move around 'other blacks', cause it won't get better.
You'll regret it...'they' are not you, their spirit is not yours, there is no connection other than some distant ancestral past from hundreds of years ago.
Your life will change for the worse, there is no value system in the hood, at least not the hood of today.
No one strives to go to college anymore, or become anything 'great'.
The women are not marriage minded anymore and the males just want to sleep around.
Holidays aren't openly celebrated, nothing but drab self loathing rap music.
(Rap music can be fun if in positive environment and have value system to counter it with to keep in proper venue)
Stay where you're at or you'll regret it, you'll get more out of life, will become more, living around successful minded people, even if a minority, than you ever will living in segregated low income hood areas.
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 19, 2016 1:54:26 GMT
I don't fear the Klan
I don't fear the Klan, why?
Cause in 2016, they're not a threat to me or my safety or well being (at least not where I live now)
Those killing others on the streets at night, pumping drugs, dope, Heorin onto the streets, aren't the Klan, but rather black gang members, sellers, or Mexican cartel.
I don't fear the Klan, why not?, cause I'm logical.
4000 slain in Chicago in 2015-14, not a single Klan member responsible for any death.
Not sure why it's OK for immigrants, and even 'Jews' and others, to stick to 'own' kind and culture, but yet when 'whites' advocate the same are condemned.
It's OK for Asian immigrants to only stick with own culture, Muslims to only stick with own culture, Indians from Asia to only marry, stick with own culture, yet when 'whites' do the same are the only ones considered 'racist' or 'foul' for doing so...why?
I'm simply a neutral observer who likes telling the truth...
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Post by Jupiter on Dec 20, 2016 4:02:09 GMT
Michelle Obama does not inspire me as a male of color
Not sure how Michelle Obama is suppose to inspire me, just cause she's considered or artificially labeled 'black'.
Outside of current President, who would she be?
And if around here in high school doubt she would of ever given me second look, don't have enough high end pedigree.
As such not sure how she's suppose to inspire me.
So she happen to date, and marry man who ended up becoming President, which gave here a temporary platform of notoriety, aside from that not impressed.
She seems crabby and grouchy to me, most of the time.
And wouldn't survive a day in my world of ordinary drudgery.
Try feeling great, just to have to wake up and participate in ordinary schedule, no cameras, no lime light, no credit, just do basic job and treated like a human tool.
And still try to stay motivated and happy.
I'm no longer inspired by the rich and famous, why should I be?
She's an ordinary woman to me who happened to of been wife of acting President.
I wish them well when the leave the White House, but role model to me...no.
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Post by Jupiter on Jan 22, 2017 17:00:50 GMT
Don't enjoy going shopping anymore, anywhere, whether I have the funds or notAs a male of color, shopping is one of the least fun things to do, do to the wall of resistance you get no matter where you go, especially department sized stores. From the minute you enter the store, you're looked at as a 'threat' from the eyes in the sky.  You know it, can feel it, from minute you enter store (usually do to past experiences) Examples... 1. Security scan this isle or that isle, security check...duh 2. Vague person just so happens to follow you around, mystery shopper, every where you go they happen to be there, then suddenly vanish and never leave store...duh 3. You go to use the restroom and out of no where uniformed staff happens to come in after you, and pretends to use bathroom...duh The sad thing about it is many people do steal (well maybe not many, but some do who give others bad mark) So when you walk into the store you're carrying the past misdeeds of bad people you don't know, but happen to get lumped in with. When you get older this game gets old, when you work hard all week for your pay check, you just want dignity as a shopper. My thing is treat me like an angel until I give you reason not to, but don't treat me like a devil, and then turns out I'm an angel. That gets stressful. Because there's only one of me, no one can ever give me an example of myself ever breaking the law or shopliftingSo whomever security personal is mad at, suspicious of, it has zero to do with myself. I work in logistics, so If I had intent to steal, I know where the freight is before it even gets to store, I'd score big, rather than risking my whole future over a T-shirt. I guess to some you just never will ever look like the mature responsible adult you are, in certain peoples eyes, no matter how old, how dressed, they simply reduce you to 'a threat'. And is why I use to film a lot of this stuff. I need some new spy cam glasses, but clear ones, not like the shades I have now. And then if you walk into store, walk around looking for item, items, that aren't there, and then walk out without buying anything...oh how alarms go off...not literally but inside the minds of those watching you. But sorry, I'm not going to buy something random, just to make security feel at ease, if product went to store for isn't there. Right now I have to drive all the way across town to Sears, A drive I'm not up to, and hope that product I want is on shelf...I dread it in advance... Hate giving up 3 hours of afternoon just to buy one or two items. Later
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Post by Jupiter on Mar 18, 2017 16:21:09 GMT
Not in a very optimistic mood, as of latelyI awake today, noting even knowing, realizing or forgetting it was Saturday, sadly Saturdays have just become another day to me. It wasn't always like that a few years ago, now my spirit just feels gone, in hibernation. I wish, as a person of color, that I'd never moved to the SE now, far and away from any urban centers populated by SE 'B's. As a minority, I was happiest when a minority, if that makes sense, cause there was no others to make you look bad. Say if living in Wyoming or Western Kansas, as a 'b' person or some other stand out minority, you represent only yourself, seen as a unique person. But when live in areas where 1000's of others share similar skin tone, you simply get lumped in with the worst of the worst, and nothing you do can reverse that. You get lumped in with thugs, criminals, thieves, and every other type of immorality. In other words by me moving to area where there are 100's of 1000's of other 'B's', I'm no longer able to stand out do to own unique qualities, but rather lumped into same bucket of negativity as others, just on 'site'. Where I was from, there wasn't enough minorities for there to be social segregation, but down here in the SE, everything is racially segregated pretty much. And that's fine if use to that, if raised like that, but if not, it's torture. Plain and simple, I was raised in a very 'white' area, a very square area, from the time I could walk, that's what I know. That's my comfort zone, white people, their style, mannerisms, behavior, work ethic, sense of national pride, love of nation and more. In the hood areas, urban areas, B's are nothing like that at all, instead daily it's 1. Males who chose to dress street, thug, and dirty 2. Single Mothers raising kids alone. 3. Urban B women who accomplish nothing, yet decked out in odd make up schemes, long fake nails, in cut toe nails that resemble Eagle talens to me or claws rather than feet. 4. B males who are incapable of holding intelligent conversations 5. Crime, every single night some one gets shot, it just never ends. 6. B males burned out on life after the age of 25, with zero personalities. 7. Homeless types every where, both W and B, vagrants, old bearded vagrant W males 8. Pit bulls everywhere 9. Litter, wherever B people reside, always a ton of litter on the streets 10. And mass poverty everywhere And I could go on and on, it's just so depressing to me, and for a while could resist it, but now getting to me, cause I have no one to relate to anymore. My only desire now is to escape this area before I get to much older, need to start planning now and start saving. But much has changed since younger, mass immigration, mass refugee dumps, even quite rural 'white areas' of past have become dumping grounds for immigrants and refugees, whom I cannot relate to either since aren't American, and have different histories. I'm basically lost now, alive without a home. If I won lottery, say $1-$10,000, would by several properties away from urban centers and hood B's. 1. Would buy ranch in Eastern WA State, 100 acres, quiet, no litter, no crime, no drama mammas, no pit bulls, just the wind blowing at night.  No gangs, no loud rap music blaring from cars, no traffic, no pollution, just peace and quiet, I just wish could live out rest of life like this on a ranch. I still could, but could only do so homeless, or living in vehicle or as a drifter, which no one likes. While hordes of people migrating to the SE, I want to migrate back out and away from this area where populations are thin. I don't fit in here, to 'light' to be embraced by blacks, to dark to be embraced by whites, to negro to be embraced by Hispanics, and to straight, to be embraced by gays, and to gay to be embraced by the straight...I make zero sense to everyone here. I fit in in the heartland around Indians, that's who I fit in around, or other heartland types, even heartland blacks, who don't act all 'hood' and ghetto, others raised as myself, far and away from urban centers. We're out here, and often find ourselves alone and isolated after growing up and leaving our home towns where people knew us. Now those people are gone, and as such we're strangers to all in our own land.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 9, 2017 21:48:06 GMT
Being culturally mixed gives you certain deeper perspectives into some things When so called genetically 'pure' it's easier for the world to seem more 'black and white' to you, or one. It's either all this, or either all that. But when genetically mixed, or even culturally mixed, there really is no such thing as black and white on all plains. When mixed, culturally or genetically, usually raised around many, from early on, and as such can't help but relate to many. You realize, as you age, that 'this side' isn't wrong, nor is 'that side' wrong, but rather both sides acting out of self interest to protect what they think they need to protect in order to remain relevant in this world. I've been around all, and can honestly say 'all' are basically the same, and within 'all' there'd good and bad, sweet and sour, regardless of what nationality or color draped in.
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Post by Jupiter on Apr 13, 2017 0:07:57 GMT
Black on Black phobiaSome people have what's called 'black on black phobia', where one is paranoid about residing around others socially classified as. I think I'm one of those types. But think with me it's more of a generation thing, and less of a 'color' thing, but after a while, when see same behavior coming from same 'color', one can't help but draw conclusions about the culture 'they're' raised in which sets into motion very disturbing behavior patterns that effect others. I have no moral confidence in 'B' youth, or any one considered 'B', who's below the age of, say, 30, and the younger, the more scarier to me...why? 1. The connection between right and wrong, fear of God, fear of punishment, all but gone for those under 30 who were raised in the streets, with single Mothers, and without Fathers. Without Father around, there's no sense of accountability, instead they're only accountable to their 'hommies' or other older jailed or imprisoned male relatives. Modern day urban 'B' male youth just seem like monsters to me, in that I feel at any second one could 'K' you, and not ever even regret it or think it was wrong to do so, it's just whatever feels right at the moment, whatever current mood drives 'one' to do. And it's why I so badly want to move away from current area. 2. No males in the hood ever show an interest in anything positive, never talk about going to college, or joining military, or engineering ideas, nothing, just blunts and rap music and bragging about shooting this or that 'ngga' with a gun. There's no sense of a afterlife, heaven or hell, all that's been stripped away from the conscious of urban males over the last 40 or so years. I mean if not for most urban youth being forced to go to public schools, where at least there taught shades of British Common Law, rules and practices, the hood would simply descend into a pit of chaos. 3. No culture, or lack of, as such can't appreciate the culture or identity of others. This also makes living around urban type males very scary and hallow, cause the more primitive the mindset, the more violent the reaction when such is confronted with someone or something they're not use to. There is nothing diverse about the hood, at least as an outsider, either you conform or you get bashed or harassed, laughed at, beaten up or worse, and that's do to 'insecurity' of your average male in the hood, especially if under the age of 30. And it's do to lack of education, which normally makes people more curious about the world and others around them. But when bred in shallow urban environment, the only thing that matters is pretending to be tough in front of your homeboys. And unfortunately, pretending to be tough often equates into acts of violence, as seen daily in news paper headlines around the nation from urban centers. When I resided around 'whites', I felt free to express self how ever, but since moving in area dominated by urban types, all that went away. And blacks aren't loving either, not even, unless apart of immediate genetic family, blacks are some of the most selfish, cold, heartless class of people I've ever lived around in my life, at least on the apartment, section 8, street level. I've observed being raised in urban areas, without a Father, outside of marriage, just seems to rob people of their souls. The souls that use to make us all human, that just seems to be lacking in urban areas, where people will run you over and just keep going. And living around people who behave as if void of any human soul, makes you paranoid after a while, makes you not want to venture out after dark. I'd much rather live around open racist, who think they 'hate' me, but leave me alone, than to live around urban bred Fatherless, matriarchal raised and bred blacks, who are shallow, insecure, not guided by any divine principles, and who don't like you and whom will also physically destroy your life. Even though I'm 'black', or person of color, the happiest day of my life will be when I can once again move miles away from anything urban and 'black'. Miles away from section 8 types, miles away from urban youth who have zero respect for anyone, or anything...  I just want to move away from the insane, males who think it's cool to sag pants, go to jail, prison, and have no life by age 30. And I want to move miles away from the Mothers who raise such monsters who then grow up to wreak havoc on society by committing crimes. Professors, social activist, who live miles away from these types can write books, essays, lead marches all they want, but until have to live around this corrosive inner city culture (Be it the SE, NE, Mid-West or wherever), they'll never know the true horrors of it. Living around this new breed of urban black youth whom lack any godly value system is actually more scary than living around zombies you see on TV. At least zombies are predictable in behavior. Inner city females are just as bad, conniving and treacherous, but that's for another post, and all because Government has weaned urban black women off of the need of a husband, in exchange for Government aid, and checks, and subsidies. And the results of 'B' females being led down this disastrous path has led to 10's of 1000's of wrecked and destroyed lives, no culture, and a generation of males behaving as if have no soul by the age of 13. So very sad and tragic, but not my problem anymore, I just want to get away from it all in less than a year, and go live around some good ole fashion cowboy types who still hold onto tradition value system which holds communities and society together.
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