Small Talk

Until you're wealthy, no one really cares what you have to say

Sad thing is, in todays world, probably yesterdays world as well, it doesn't matter if you're 'right' if not wealthy.

Without wealth, you really have no leverage.

Go from broke to lottery winner, or successful business, or newly signed athlete, and see how overnight old disputes settles, people who swore up and down they'd never forgive you when you were broke, now that worth millions, their arms are open and full of forgiveness.

There is no god.

It's Sunday, oh what shall I do?

After wading in and round, in and out of bed so far today, now sitting up and ready to do something, but what?

That's where the 'to do list' comes in handy, cause forces 'me' to chose something and get up and do it.

Although I chose from the list randomly by rolling a dice next to each item, and whichever gets highest roll is what I do.

Sometimes the list can swell to like 20 things to do, some chores, some pleasure, some creative, I combine them all.

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Off for the next few days, good, I'll never complain about having to much time off unless had a fun job like piloting an airplane.

Other than that, not much to say, if do have something else probably said it elsewhere by now or will later.

No sense of me getting into anything deep, on a worknight, I mean what's the point?

It's already time for bed, I mean by the time your mind gets stretched out, it's bedtime.

That's why I just don't bother starting any projects on nights I know I have to work the next day, cause before you know it it'll be 4 am in the morning, and you have to get up at 6 am, what a terrible feeling when that happens, so I don't let it happen anymore.

You've made it big when others come to you for your talent, not when you go to them

I probably write more than anyone on the planet, on the side.

I see online adds about 'writers wanted', ect, then I see 'apply now', or 'we will train, just fill out this template'.

If such places serious about finding a writer, they'd of contacted me long ago.

How come when at work, I'm going to always conquer the world when I'm off work, I tell self when at work.

But then when finally off work, the only thing I conquer is food, and then the bed.

I notice since spending 98% less time on twitter or social media, my life, brick and mortar life, has become way more constructive.

Trying to matter to those you don't know, on social media, is such a emotional trap.

Cause more than half those you think you're mattering to are simply bots, and marketing apps, and other artificial 'hits' that make you think you're getting attention, when you're really not.

Truth is, no one cares about you on social media, it's all smoke and mirrors.

If someone really cares about you they'll be your friend in real life, not behind a keyboard.

Feels like building is sinking

Where I stay, feels like the building is settling or sinking.
I can tell cause tile floors don't feel level, and to make sure I wasn't imagining, I used a level, and I was correct.



Yep, sure enough, some parts of the floor are not level.
I also let a golf ball and baseball roll around, and sure enough, certain parts of floor are not level.

Not sure if building is settling into this marsh area or if it's just my floor.
And also, should I even bring it up to management?

That would be such an expensive repair that I'd have to move, they'd have to move me, and that in and of itself would be a big headache.

I like where I'm at now, it's peaceful, I mean who wouldn't like this view here..



Not sure what to do.
Buildings get old, and I've been in this unit for quite some time, and so hasn't been inspected in quite some time, we shall see.