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Post by Jupiter on Feb 22, 2024 5:47:10 GMT
To me, people who are dizzy, like the sissy, are lucky, cause they're to dizzy to know how bad things really are I think, at times, being 'dizzy', is a weapon or a shield, in this dark ran world.
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 9, 2024 18:58:20 GMT
To me, people who are dizzy, like the sissy, are lucky, cause they're to dizzy to know how bad things really areI think, at times, being 'dizzy', is a weapon or a shield, in this dark ran world. My state of being, state of mind, is really odd to me right now, it's adrift. I mean I look at stuff I did, created, long ago and those moments seem a bit foreign to me right now...sort of. Was it booze? Was it environment? Was it isolation? Was it a combo of all three? Hmm. |
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Post by Jupiter on Jul 9, 2024 19:01:52 GMT
 Sometimes, at least for me, I need to challenge myself and make myself act and behave in a way I normally wouldn't, but in a artsy way...I think it keeps us stretch out intellectually and in other ways. It was all about the dizzy sissy a year or more ago, and now...not so much. What will emerge next? |
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Post by Jupiter on Sept 7, 2024 20:38:32 GMT
What a out and right dismal day for me so far Just a dismal feeling day for me so far. I even worked out, took a decent bike ride, walked, and I still feel dismal.wow. Almost makes me want to drink, but then I'd really feel bad after the booze wore off. I never feel better after drinking, always worse. Anyways, the only thing that can save me today is the 'To do list'....otherwise I'll sit around doing absolutely nothing.
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Post by Jupiter on Oct 25, 2024 5:30:18 GMT
Halloweens right around the corner Halloweens right around the corner. Actually, Halloween, to me, seems like a safe space compared to the rest of the year and all the nasty mean, cruel stuff that goes on. I actually think the dizzy sissy in in Halloween mode year round, always playing make believe. Sometimes you have to in order to escape the ugly realities around us. ------------------------------ Anyways, it's almost Halloween, maybe I'll get a few decorations, but aside from that not going to do much. I have no one to party with. I'm sure there's public events one could go to, clubs, whatever. And no one has come to my place for candy in over a decade, people just aren't into that stuff around here. ------------------------------ Anyways, it's late, or early, not much more I can get done today, so will probably wrap things up after this and just lay down and sleep, or fade off while watching some scare movies. Happy Halloween, for those who even care about such stuff anymore. 
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